It is obvious that legality is a man made perquisite to being righteous and religious. Stay away from the "Hebrew Roots" thing even though the term isn't wrong but there are legalistic factions from within. You have described the burden of a law invented, and interpreted by man, not God. The Pharisees did that. Jesus didn't like it. Don't reject any part of the Bible. The feasts study can teach you a lot about what the church is supposed to be, not what it should be by blowing horns and building tents. They are a parable of sorts. Never reject any words in the Bible. They all mean something, and nothing God has ever spoken and given to us has been negated. Hang in there, and God bless you with wisdom and strength in His name.
Matthew 13:13-15
[SUP]13 [/SUP]Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand.
[SUP]14 [/SUP]And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Esaias, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive:
[SUP]15 [/SUP]For this people's heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.
Isaiah 6:9-10
[SUP]9 [/SUP]And he said, Go, and tell this people, Hear ye indeed, but understand not; and see ye indeed, but perceive not.
[SUP]10 [/SUP]Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears heavy, and shut their eyes; lest they see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and understand with their heart, and convert, and be healed.