WOW!!! There is too help. There are angels right now all around you, they are in another dimension so you don't see them but quiet your mind and open it to God and you will perceive them.
There are agencies that you can go to that will renew your mind, and with your mind renewed your body will not crave alcohol.
When you go to a spirit filled church and tell them you love the Lord and want to be His they can baptize you. That word baptize comes from a word used by people who dyed cloth, when they put the cloth in a dye bath it came out changed. That is what baptism can do for you, you come out of the water bath with Christ having forgiven you of every one of your sins. You become new.
Then get out your bible and fill your mind chuck full of God thoughts. Don't let any other thoughts in at all for a time, but fill your new mind with good. God is the most good that can be found.
There are agencies that you can go to that will renew your mind, and with your mind renewed your body will not crave alcohol.
When you go to a spirit filled church and tell them you love the Lord and want to be His they can baptize you. That word baptize comes from a word used by people who dyed cloth, when they put the cloth in a dye bath it came out changed. That is what baptism can do for you, you come out of the water bath with Christ having forgiven you of every one of your sins. You become new.
Then get out your bible and fill your mind chuck full of God thoughts. Don't let any other thoughts in at all for a time, but fill your new mind with good. God is the most good that can be found.