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I been working hard lately,studying tax law, being a mom to my one year old, keeping the house clean,dinner made.
There is no in between. I haven't had a friend in years, that can come visit me. I have friends online. People just don't like me. Not that I could trust another woman anyway. The only best friend I ever had slept withe very guy who was ever interested in me. She's even with my ex of 8 years now.
I been a loner all my life but sometimes it just feels really saddening. Like I just wish I had someone to share my day with. i try to do that here but I can't ever get a word in edge wise in the chats. Ill have something important to say and someone wont stop talking about iced tea. I don't know why I am here really, I thought id turn to God and maybe find people to be friends with. All i have found is a bunch of self absorbed people who don't even talk about God.
I got 3 100% scores on my tax return tests today, but no one to share that with. No parent to be proud,no friend to say good job no one to celebrate with.
I should be happy with myself but instead my life feels so dark.
There is no in between. I haven't had a friend in years, that can come visit me. I have friends online. People just don't like me. Not that I could trust another woman anyway. The only best friend I ever had slept withe very guy who was ever interested in me. She's even with my ex of 8 years now.
I been a loner all my life but sometimes it just feels really saddening. Like I just wish I had someone to share my day with. i try to do that here but I can't ever get a word in edge wise in the chats. Ill have something important to say and someone wont stop talking about iced tea. I don't know why I am here really, I thought id turn to God and maybe find people to be friends with. All i have found is a bunch of self absorbed people who don't even talk about God.
I got 3 100% scores on my tax return tests today, but no one to share that with. No parent to be proud,no friend to say good job no one to celebrate with.
I should be happy with myself but instead my life feels so dark.