Differences in Apperences:

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We all face the differences within ourselves. One of these deal with the heart.

Lastnight i saw a major difference in a close friend and brother in Christ.

Yes we went to a bar, but aftet that? You really do not want to know but I will tell you anyway!

This dude got back on drugs, we went to a friends house of his and they were shooting up all i did was stayes glued to that tv.

He tried to push me into doung it i said sternly, NO!

He went to write on my hand to pretend to shoot me up i grabbed his wrist, hard and said stop.

Mind you at the bar my cross was showing. A woman said its cool that im there showing my cross.

I did not notice no one elses cross until after this its like they were hiding it or ashamed. But i started seeing them alot that night.

But at his friends house i hid it just incase and i will explain why.

On my way home very late and early in the morning with no sleep, i pulled my cross out and this girl was acting very very strange.

Her hand was kinda curling and she was acting very unconfertable.


Mind tou she did not act any different u til i exposed my cross.


She out her arm on the cieling and my friend said to tickle her i said no i rather not amd she said yeah he rather not.

She was about to attack me but i shook her bfs hand and got out.

Oh boy lol i was in the presence of evil. But i stood still and watched her movements she is iver taken by pure evil but we will see what happens i prayed for her protection.

That protection that only God can give.

I am who i am, i is what i was, i am new who i am, but who is i? The man in the mask.
 

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Mind you, I will not be going out with my buddy as lastnight.

I felt so unconfertable that all I wanted to do was scream to break the intence silence.

I told someone else we will go instead of me and this guy. I just like getting out of the house and enjoying good company.

One bar we went too everyone seemed distant lol I dis not care.

I let my friend drink and we left. He sat at the bar and i just sat at my table behind him with my arm aceoaa the thing whatever its called.

People were looking at me, lol and i was not scared they wanted to know who i was and what i was about.


This is crazy testerday was filled with one thing after another.

I got very embarassed at Chick Fil A.

I was at my booth eating and talking to my brother on the phone.

A family was sitting behind me, a lady was in the booth all by herself.

When i went to get up i did not realize i touched the booth cuz it slid to the wall when i got up.

I mean to be honest? Lol that never happened to me ever before!!

So i noticed it i looked at her and said excuse me im sorry. She looked me in the eyes and started laughing i grabbed my jacket and i was bumfuzzles i would not get it on right.

It was over my head and every which way i was shaking and nervous and embaressed so i put my stufd in the trash and left.

I started to laugh and beat myself up then laugh some more lol

I am a number one goofball afterall!!

I found these at a store by my place lol i dont know why in the world i walked down this isle but yeah... it be cool to send to my little neice.
 

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We all face the differences within ourselves. One of these deal with the heart.

Lastnight i saw a major difference in a close friend and brother in Christ.

Yes we went to a bar, but aftet that? You really do not want to know but I will tell you anyway!

This dude got back on drugs, we went to a friends house of his and they were shooting up all i did was stayes glued to that tv.

He tried to push me into doung it i said sternly, NO!

He went to write on my hand to pretend to shoot me up i grabbed his wrist, hard and said stop.

Mind you at the bar my cross was showing. A woman said its cool that im there showing my cross.

I did not notice no one elses cross until after this its like they were hiding it or ashamed. But i started seeing them alot that night.

But at his friends house i hid it just incase and i will explain why.

On my way home very late and early in the morning with no sleep, i pulled my cross out and this girl was acting very very strange.

Her hand was kinda curling and she was acting very unconfertable.


Mind tou she did not act any different u til i exposed my cross.


She out her arm on the cieling and my friend said to tickle her i said no i rather not amd she said yeah he rather not.

She was about to attack me but i shook her bfs hand and got out.

Oh boy lol i was in the presence of evil. But i stood still and watched her movements she is iver taken by pure evil but we will see what happens i prayed for her protection.

That protection that only God can give.

I am who i am, i is what i was, i am new who i am, but who is i? The man in the mask.
dern
 

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I love this movie that I am watching. Its very true and holds solid to true love. A quote below is from it:

Sixty percent of all human communication is nonverbal, body language; thirty percent is your tone. So that means that ninety percent of what you're saying ain't coming out of your mouth. Of course she's going to lie to you! She's a nice person. She doesn't want to hurt your feelings. What else she going to say? She doesn't even know you... yet. Luckily, the fact is that just like the rest of us, even a beautiful woman doesn't know what she wants until she sees it.
Alex "Hitch" Hitchens (Will Smith), Hitch
 

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Love:

It is never something that focuses on a person's disabilities, weaknesses, flaws, or past.

The way the person is now is what the person trully is, in the Lord!

The past of the person never defines them as a whole. THAT CROSS??? That is what defines that person!

Love:

Is always loving that one eho holds your heart no matter the problem.

So the reault? Love is unconditional.
 

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I almost never ever go boomerang. That means to bounce between loves even ones in the past.

I have boomeranged before but now i try not to. Because when u get hurt once u will qlmost always get hurt again.

But sometimes going boomerange is for a reason, rhat is people in a whole.

My brothers friend always stays around the guy that abuses her because thats all she knows.

I dont know this girl but the thing is she may be too scared to leave.

Love is never about abuse or demands. Love is compassionate and kind.

You let something go, if it comes back it is meant to be.
 

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Movies are an essential part of who I am about. Hitch came out and it fit what i represent. It is never a loved based on movies but a love based on the heart.

If hitch was a real guy id shake his hand because he is right:

Falling in love is so hard because it is because of pigs both men and women who abuse the hearts of others.

I am not a game person, as Hitch it not a game person. He tried to break people out of their shell to find someone special.

That is me in a huge essence. It is never about scoring girls, it is ALWAYS bring true to yourself that way a true love can be found instead of pretend love that never lasts.

My brother thinks its ok to gain a womans number. He is wrong because to me if i give my mumber to anyone it is then in their ball court to text never me because pressuring love is never key.

The key to love is the heart, its never what u can gain from them that helps u in the long run.

True love is trur love and NO ONE! understands that anymore its all fast paced and always gaining thr upper hand.

So why not SLOW DOWN! Get to know someone on their time and way then u can fall in love correctly without it being discreatly.
 

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And before anyone prejudges,

I love movies who represent me as a person. I have always been the way about love as i am now.

No movie defined that, i love music that defines love also.

I dont watch or listen to anything for advice on love why should i?

I got all the advice i need on love from The Bible!!

So before u reply and judge r ad the facts and listen i watch things and listen to things i relate to.

Such as Romeo And Juliette

To me that is huge true love!!
 

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Ever since i was a child i wanted to kiss someone, to feel their love thru their lips.

I never got that until i met my ex when i was 21. She was my first kiss, my first everything.

It was worth the wait and worth the preperation.

I loved the show Boy Meets World, one episode breaks my heart where Shawn sais, "i put my heart on the line, she has a boyfriend",

Im paraphrasing if u want to see this in and as a whole? Watch
s05e08.



Read more: https://www.springfieldspringfield....ts.php?tv-show=boy-meets-world&episode=s05e08

I also loved Disney's So Weird because i connexted with Fi for never knowing her dad this one episode made me cry:

 

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I went on a breif hiatus for a solidary reason.

WE have seasons to prepair.

I asked for the other account to be terminated and to leave with dignity.

However, i been wrestling with this since i been gone.

To change prospectives, name, and ways of apperences.

In this i made a new name in which i will hold near to my own being. I am a writer but i always write what i know and what God leads me to write.

Therefore i give all to God who gives me these very topics.

When i listen to music, or hold a conversation these devotionals come into mind.

Even i find out that i write even when walking.

I gave a copy of this to my supervisor and i wrote her what really transpired against that guy who thretened me to kill me with a gun.

I told her before i give u this u need to understand i have never disrepected that man.

In truth of this realization of true love is from God. This very love comes from the number one source which is, His very heart.





He made you to be Holy, True, and Happy. He filled your very heart with the love you express to the ones in your life.





In respects to the truth, love is the center fold of every living being. True love and Godly love is expressed within every beat that your heart processes.





With each beat, that blood flows that gives you that life in which you are to always live.





To live that life, is to live for God. To live for God, is to live that life in an essence that is pleasing to Him.





Am I perfect? No, but by that cross I am made flawless in His eyes. This state may say some things about me, even by mistakes.





My mistakes do not define who I am as a person as a whole. That cross on calvary's mount is what defines me, because where my state says I do not belong, God says i Belong with Him and I always will.





That is me in an essence, a child of God. A holy man who loves everyone.





I am by far perfect, but i serve a righteous ans Holy Father who says i am made with His perfect hands.
 

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From this moment imma just be myself and find love in this city.

That is realative to the truth because love to me now is to be found in the very yard you live in.

Imma do some changes and focus on people infront of me to find that one special person intead of internet means.

Many do find true love online, i am not mocking that but it kills me ehen i cant hug qnd hold the one that holds my heart in person instead of sending emoticons and action posts.

That stuff is hardly real to alot of people.

Fantasies roam thrn hearts get torn from either side so imma find one closer to home
 

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Let's talk about....... Last Week.

I was working on my line as usual, so im retrospect everything was going smoothly.

However unti this guy comes to be and sais this, "you keep talking imma come to your place and smoke you and that is a ttthhreat" no stutter thrre mind u he said it slow and evil.

Thing is i wasnt talking about him? He is very paranoid.

I waited for my supervisor to come around i stopped my work and wen tto her i said it plain and hard, "we must talk right now cuz he threatened me with a gun."

She pulled me to the office and i waited till mygood friend redgie came in and asked me whats going in.

I said dude its either him or me that goes he must be dealt with he must be gone i will not be threatened by no one what so ever! My face was red i was very mad i dont take too kindly to thos. Who threaten my life.

Resgie said this, i dont want u going no where i love ya and we talk so this what i want u to do go back to work and humble urself.

I spoke to my other buddy who is the main manager and explained who said what and how. He said ok ill take care of it.

Friday the guy came to my line, that gm and another supervisor came strolling up like cops and made him go to another department.

They braught my little buddy to the line to help out it was a very good evening after everything.

We laughed and joked and it was all smooth.

At lunch this guy calls me police to everyone and im like dude i wont feed into u i won the war its time for u to move on.

I looked at him just a split scond when he yelled out and turned away to my convo.

Everyone asked if i was ok, some people who were my friends are mo longer because they turned againat me for reporting the dude.

Thats ok cuz if u that kinda friend? I can find more.
 

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Let's talk about....... Last Week.

I was working on my line as usual, so im retrospect everything was going smoothly.

However unti this guy comes to be and sais this, "you keep talking imma come to your place and smoke you and that is a ttthhreat" no stutter thrre mind u he said it slow and evil.

Thing is i wasnt talking about him? He is very paranoid.

I waited for my supervisor to come around i stopped my work and wen tto her i said it plain and hard, "we must talk right now cuz he threatened me with a gun."

She pulled me to the office and i waited till mygood friend redgie came in and asked me whats going in.

I said dude its either him or me that goes he must be dealt with he must be gone i will not be threatened by no one what so ever! My face was red i was very mad i dont take too kindly to thos. Who threaten my life.

Resgie said this, i dont want u going no where i love ya and we talk so this what i want u to do go back to work and humble urself.

I spoke to my other buddy who is the main manager and explained who said what and how. He said ok ill take care of it.

Friday the guy came to my line, that gm and another supervisor came strolling up like cops and made him go to another department.

They braught my little buddy to the line to help out it was a very good evening after everything.

We laughed and joked and it was all smooth.

At lunch this guy calls me police to everyone and im like dude i wont feed into u i won the war its time for u to move on.

I looked at him just a split scond when he yelled out and turned away to my convo.

Everyone asked if i was ok, some people who were my friends are mo longer because they turned againat me for reporting the dude.

Thats ok cuz if u that kinda friend? I can find more.
better than smokin him in self defense, let some one else do it.
 

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Truth in Relationships:

There are alot of truths in love that need to be shared. If one person is showing interested values and within you, is it real? Or does it add up?

Sometimes things never add up to the bigger picture. You can get sidewinded within that affair that was clearly as we call: not to be.

WHy is this? THink about this. Sometimes love is limited, one person leaves the one that cares for them because their either scared, or not even used to jow love feels.

This can mean something, even when they change the subject and hide a few things.

I have dealt with this on alot of ocasions.

I went to Job Corps for awhile and i started calling this one girl who i thaught was cool. So in respects to this we as i felt got close.

Then she backs away so fast and pushes that envelope to cause me to be ao distant and build ao many walls that at times? I dont know what love feels like anymore.

This almost happens every single time i show interest in someone that i see the main reason why alot of times? I just want to stay single and it protects my very hard from? Getting stomped on by a evil little elf that says? "Now my little pretty, your heart belongs to me and all you will have in life is? " and he points at me with that evil grin and solid green drool coming from that clownish smile, "heartache! Heartache me boi!"
Then he laughs.

I have a wild imagination eh? Lol anyway that is how it feels.

It is how it always has been. I have come to accept that it is all that it will be.

Or?

I am being prepaired for that very one that God has for me.

To go through so much heartache can cause you to really seriously apprechiate true love.

That true love can come my way. Not bipolar just like looking inside and out of the box so yeah i bounce around.

Anyway, love is always for everyone. Even when it comes to the homless!

I domt care what people think about my McDonalds adventure, God woulda shows annoyance at these people too.

God is not EVER heartless and He is always loving to everyone and u jnow what?

He opens His doors even to the who? HOMELESS!!

Thats my vent tonight so take as is grasshoppers

*bows*
 

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I am home and now eating lunch.

Speghetti in a can! Ha!

Anyway, no CVS todau imma lay off awhile going there. Nothing happended its i rather step back.

Seasons come and go. I just love walking and i enjoy the people i meet.

I have love for everyone, if we get along i love ya but uts not that relationship love everyone talks about.

I love u as God does. Flaws and all.

Everyone is family to the othrr even if the relation is not there.

We may not be real famil by heritage, but by that blood that Jesus shed on that cross that makes us ALL family.

Yes i got mad at some comments about Mcadonalds. We are human after all NO WHERE in God's wors says for us to show our fake selves infront of each other.

It does NOT say to put on a fake smile and pretend you are holier than thou!

People here get butthurt over the smallest things but in real life? Thry do the same stuff so dont rven dare sy u dont because Our Lord knows u do.

No one on this site is perfect, so why try to act like it? Just to get approval? Very bad decision.

U either approved by being yourself or ur not getting approval at all.

We are all human, even Jesus got mad and he cried!!

And if u thibk being a Christian is to be so dang perfect and not show people your true selves instead of belittling tjose around tiu even when u are just as guilty of breaking all commandments as the next??????

Then ur relationship with God needs to be prayed upon.

God never said to belittle those people He says to what?? LOVE THEM UNCONDITIONALLY AND PRAY!!!

Dang its like no one here wants to really get that??

And to say its not up to u to open ur very home to those in need? I laugh at u because u mnow what? God says to open ur very heart which is your very home to these people!!!!!!