I wish this could be written my own language, but I cannot because that is one of the things I´m aware of when I registered.
I wish I could tell all the things I learned and wish to say, but I´m aware of the CC censorship and that, its members, do very well to keep on, so I won´t be permitted to say things my own way and, very few people would react touchily.
I am glad I enjoyed interacting with several people in here and, additionally, I´d like to thank a couple of persons who shared the music they liked and, by their tips, I´m enjoying myself Jesus Culture or TFK... Thank you!
I would also like to thanks those FRIENDS who I enjoyed, those of whom I interact with, but I won´t mention any name or nick, except those who were not that real but, at least, dared to say and combat the hypocrisy people can find where ever people we would meet on this world, not matter their names, status, race or groups.
Praus! I don´t know the reasons why you were banned and you did well telling some truth, but you hurt people with exposing them naked and their hypocrisy (a thing that is not of my business, but theirs).
Alexis and Buckets! I don´t know if you too were the same person. I also admit you puzzled me a lot, that I thought Alaskan girls were smart enough, but I have found (to myself) that souther people are widely segregated, along with other people, and I don´t really care! But I wanted to mention here than I´m a southern people too: I´m a Venezuelan and, here, I also have thought hypocrisy and that´s why I came here to see it MY problem was so local and so limited focused.
LAV! If you really love yourself, don´t cheat on on people credibility for your benefit or to be healed of what others have don´t your life. I´m not sure if you are the person you said you were, in fact, that is not my business, but you did something I would try “to correct” and confront the way I did, because that was so personal, the way I am. EXCUSE ME if I hurt you! But you hurt me first. I missed you, but I´m used to miss many things and persons (that was new to me). How would you hurt the persons you said you love for your own selfish gain? That´s your problem! I´m loosing nothing saying I lost confidence the people I see entering or leaving, chatting or just lying to make believe...
Young people! You are truelly brave. I envy you nothing. You are amazing, really strong. I couldn´t have left without thanking you a lot, but I don´t want to be more divisive. Just one more thing: Don´t be naive. Don´t share all those things publicly. Your thoughts could be preyed as a catfish or scammer does.
Conspiracies and conspirators? I realized this very problem is “hidden” in many churches. I came to believe that Jesus, Him and Himself, is the only ONE who knows whom His people are. We are so cliché, so fond of our righteousness, that we will taken (or left) utterly surprised, any moment -now- when He comes with His people.
If you are afraid of something, anything you endanger your life, your honor or whatever thing you would regret, in the long run, don´t make it public, do not vent and hurt yourself (later). Trust is not that easy, is not widely spread and movies -life- teach on the mistakes any person may suffer. The street, the church and everywhere, there are people undeserving, those who offend if you say who you are or those things you would like to find and, if you would tell them: Why are you flirting or taking notes on people life, they would lie, because we are also the people they prey.
Recently I learned the very thing I said in another site. Some “woman” came giving me her “personal” address (I don´t remember if gmail or yahoo) but she wanted me to leave the “safety” of the matchmaking site I was registered. So the moment she asked me to write so directly to “her” personal email I laughed and told: “Why do you want me to use your personal email?”. She promised me I would receive “her” pictures, so she could be seen...
I laughed again! (secretly)
I said that, if I would like to “see” someone I could surf the whole net to get whatever thing I think I needed and, of course, I didn´t say too much: “She” was a scammer, a cheater... an impostor and, last night, the administrators banned that person: I think it´s okey! But are we more vulnerable telling the truth or just lying?
That´s a personal choice!
If you are a Christian I do believe you have God´s Spirit leading your life and YOUR decisions as well. You do surely know when a person is selfish, easily offended or somewhat hurt.
If you are old enough, if you are easily hurt, just go to read what people think. Have you ever thought about the reasons a woman has (as a need) to change the color of her hair or the picture she often changes to draw more attention?
I laughed at Valentines!
I saw many changing their pictures, they dared to be expose but, the more important thing I did love, it was when real people exposed their hearts.
I cannot control other people´s choice, ideas or reactions. In fact, I´m not a controller and certainly have disliked seeing people controlling others (that´s not my business).
I have enjoyed being ignored. I´m not sure if this last words would be read, pondered or left on my blog, but I wanted to say goodbye being honest, although I limited my full insight because I dared to be kicked off, etc.
I do know I´m limited to say more because there is a some big problem when “my freedom” can hurt others, their rights or business, and that´s why some have to be banned (if you ban me, it´s okey).
I don´t plan to come here anymore! I will not use this nick and I also left trackable info on the “Tech” forum. Each time you might see something like (058) it might be a Venezuelan creeping around.
Those things are not local, these are widely spread and that´s why Satan may win some who do not belong to God and His chosen one. To me, I do care to be vulnerable, self-exposed, because any bullet can save my life to the place where I want to be finally gone (although I´m aware I have some children to back up).
Well!
Good bye and thanks!
Antonio Toro
P.S.
For some "rare" reason I could copy paste a pic I have seen on Jack´s threads.... I was a cock walking with two flamingoes... It is the best way to see a "scapegoat" walking with odd people, too (so I laughed a lot) But, to my amazement, few minutes back, some person I don´t know well, who lives in my town, messaged me, asking for help and, to my surprised, she sent me her password to access her private mail account...
I rebuked her softly, particularly today, when many cubans are tracking and checking nodes on whatever thing they might get for their benefit (in Venezuela).
I laughed, just at the moment when I saw someone gave me one simple password, a thing I said I´m not willing to share with my own loved ones. So, the lesson in trusting came to be confirmed my "own" people, my own "southern" people.
I wanted to leave those pics I made... But no time is left. I just went away.
I wish I could tell all the things I learned and wish to say, but I´m aware of the CC censorship and that, its members, do very well to keep on, so I won´t be permitted to say things my own way and, very few people would react touchily.
I am glad I enjoyed interacting with several people in here and, additionally, I´d like to thank a couple of persons who shared the music they liked and, by their tips, I´m enjoying myself Jesus Culture or TFK... Thank you!
I would also like to thanks those FRIENDS who I enjoyed, those of whom I interact with, but I won´t mention any name or nick, except those who were not that real but, at least, dared to say and combat the hypocrisy people can find where ever people we would meet on this world, not matter their names, status, race or groups.
Praus! I don´t know the reasons why you were banned and you did well telling some truth, but you hurt people with exposing them naked and their hypocrisy (a thing that is not of my business, but theirs).
Alexis and Buckets! I don´t know if you too were the same person. I also admit you puzzled me a lot, that I thought Alaskan girls were smart enough, but I have found (to myself) that souther people are widely segregated, along with other people, and I don´t really care! But I wanted to mention here than I´m a southern people too: I´m a Venezuelan and, here, I also have thought hypocrisy and that´s why I came here to see it MY problem was so local and so limited focused.
LAV! If you really love yourself, don´t cheat on on people credibility for your benefit or to be healed of what others have don´t your life. I´m not sure if you are the person you said you were, in fact, that is not my business, but you did something I would try “to correct” and confront the way I did, because that was so personal, the way I am. EXCUSE ME if I hurt you! But you hurt me first. I missed you, but I´m used to miss many things and persons (that was new to me). How would you hurt the persons you said you love for your own selfish gain? That´s your problem! I´m loosing nothing saying I lost confidence the people I see entering or leaving, chatting or just lying to make believe...
Young people! You are truelly brave. I envy you nothing. You are amazing, really strong. I couldn´t have left without thanking you a lot, but I don´t want to be more divisive. Just one more thing: Don´t be naive. Don´t share all those things publicly. Your thoughts could be preyed as a catfish or scammer does.
Conspiracies and conspirators? I realized this very problem is “hidden” in many churches. I came to believe that Jesus, Him and Himself, is the only ONE who knows whom His people are. We are so cliché, so fond of our righteousness, that we will taken (or left) utterly surprised, any moment -now- when He comes with His people.
If you are afraid of something, anything you endanger your life, your honor or whatever thing you would regret, in the long run, don´t make it public, do not vent and hurt yourself (later). Trust is not that easy, is not widely spread and movies -life- teach on the mistakes any person may suffer. The street, the church and everywhere, there are people undeserving, those who offend if you say who you are or those things you would like to find and, if you would tell them: Why are you flirting or taking notes on people life, they would lie, because we are also the people they prey.
Recently I learned the very thing I said in another site. Some “woman” came giving me her “personal” address (I don´t remember if gmail or yahoo) but she wanted me to leave the “safety” of the matchmaking site I was registered. So the moment she asked me to write so directly to “her” personal email I laughed and told: “Why do you want me to use your personal email?”. She promised me I would receive “her” pictures, so she could be seen...
I laughed again! (secretly)
I said that, if I would like to “see” someone I could surf the whole net to get whatever thing I think I needed and, of course, I didn´t say too much: “She” was a scammer, a cheater... an impostor and, last night, the administrators banned that person: I think it´s okey! But are we more vulnerable telling the truth or just lying?
That´s a personal choice!
If you are a Christian I do believe you have God´s Spirit leading your life and YOUR decisions as well. You do surely know when a person is selfish, easily offended or somewhat hurt.
If you are old enough, if you are easily hurt, just go to read what people think. Have you ever thought about the reasons a woman has (as a need) to change the color of her hair or the picture she often changes to draw more attention?
I laughed at Valentines!
I saw many changing their pictures, they dared to be expose but, the more important thing I did love, it was when real people exposed their hearts.
I cannot control other people´s choice, ideas or reactions. In fact, I´m not a controller and certainly have disliked seeing people controlling others (that´s not my business).
I have enjoyed being ignored. I´m not sure if this last words would be read, pondered or left on my blog, but I wanted to say goodbye being honest, although I limited my full insight because I dared to be kicked off, etc.
I do know I´m limited to say more because there is a some big problem when “my freedom” can hurt others, their rights or business, and that´s why some have to be banned (if you ban me, it´s okey).
I don´t plan to come here anymore! I will not use this nick and I also left trackable info on the “Tech” forum. Each time you might see something like (058) it might be a Venezuelan creeping around.
Those things are not local, these are widely spread and that´s why Satan may win some who do not belong to God and His chosen one. To me, I do care to be vulnerable, self-exposed, because any bullet can save my life to the place where I want to be finally gone (although I´m aware I have some children to back up).
Well!
Good bye and thanks!
Antonio Toro
P.S.
For some "rare" reason I could copy paste a pic I have seen on Jack´s threads.... I was a cock walking with two flamingoes... It is the best way to see a "scapegoat" walking with odd people, too (so I laughed a lot) But, to my amazement, few minutes back, some person I don´t know well, who lives in my town, messaged me, asking for help and, to my surprised, she sent me her password to access her private mail account...
I rebuked her softly, particularly today, when many cubans are tracking and checking nodes on whatever thing they might get for their benefit (in Venezuela).
I laughed, just at the moment when I saw someone gave me one simple password, a thing I said I´m not willing to share with my own loved ones. So, the lesson in trusting came to be confirmed my "own" people, my own "southern" people.
I wanted to leave those pics I made... But no time is left. I just went away.