Dear God,
I need help. I am struggling with you. I am so busy, and so selfish in thinking of what I should do for me and others, instead of you. I need you to pick me up and get me on my way like you always do. I am not who I once was, but I am far from being better then who I should be. I have officially stopped caring about myself in one too many ways. I have realized this because I have let a lot of people take advantage of me, use me, lie to me, and so much more. I am being idiotic in not caring about myself to the point where I don't care what I do, who I hang out with, or what I say. This effect is hurting you, and some adults I've noticed who have high expectations for me. How can I, the girl who lives her name, be me? I'm tired of being a disappointment, and I just am not sure who to run to. That's a silly thing to say isn't it? I need to run to you. I read my bible the other night, for the first time in awhile, and it gave me comfort. Talking to you gave me a peaceful heart. Bring me back to you.
I have been coated in pain, but I am strong.
I can sacrifice a lot, but I still need to think of me.
I can be a disappointment, but I'm not the only one.
I don't like this chapter in life, but it will move on to the next one.
I admit I've sinned greatly, but I am seeking your guidance.
I know I have done wrong, but I will not make the same mistake again.
Forgive me God.
I love you.
Angel.
I need help. I am struggling with you. I am so busy, and so selfish in thinking of what I should do for me and others, instead of you. I need you to pick me up and get me on my way like you always do. I am not who I once was, but I am far from being better then who I should be. I have officially stopped caring about myself in one too many ways. I have realized this because I have let a lot of people take advantage of me, use me, lie to me, and so much more. I am being idiotic in not caring about myself to the point where I don't care what I do, who I hang out with, or what I say. This effect is hurting you, and some adults I've noticed who have high expectations for me. How can I, the girl who lives her name, be me? I'm tired of being a disappointment, and I just am not sure who to run to. That's a silly thing to say isn't it? I need to run to you. I read my bible the other night, for the first time in awhile, and it gave me comfort. Talking to you gave me a peaceful heart. Bring me back to you.
I have been coated in pain, but I am strong.
I can sacrifice a lot, but I still need to think of me.
I can be a disappointment, but I'm not the only one.
I don't like this chapter in life, but it will move on to the next one.
I admit I've sinned greatly, but I am seeking your guidance.
I know I have done wrong, but I will not make the same mistake again.
Forgive me God.
I love you.
Angel.
