Love Sick

Yeah, Im love sick. Ive come to a time in my life where I am actually looking forward to Jesus returning. Before I was thinking about mysef and all the things I wanted to accomplish. Now, I am thinking about eternity. However, while im here I want to have a serious focus. I got tired of earthly things determining my mood and filling my heart. I mean even things like Facebook had me checking myself out and I created this "fake" person for people to love and like.

Facebook let me down lol... I felt the same about everything else in my life. Even on Sundays I would dress nice and act like this perfect girl but inside I was really hurting. I was lonely and I was confused. Im glad thats not my reality today. I have found my love, my Father, my everything! Im happy to be here with him and now that Im with him I realized how messy I was apart from him. Then, I think about everyone else... all the others who are still stuck in it. I ask my Father how can I help? How can I give back? What can I say? What can I teach? How can I pray?

Its frustrating to see how sin have taken over the world and ensalved so many. It breaks my heart, so yes I am love sick. I want to see justice happen, I want to dwel with my Lord. I want to be in an eternal peace. No more sin....

My approach is to start by praying for lost loved ones every day. I plan to join a local church. Then, under that authority, I will engage in a ministry for Christ.