This morning I was "dreaming" with things I don't want to. I don't know how, but I have found out my mind is self-willed, she does what she does when I am not awaken, being slept, or falling asleep.
I don't know how to argue to teach her not to do those things SHE IS NOT ALLOWED to do (or tell me).
I don't like her when she says those things I don't want to pay attention to.
I felt disgusted! She has repeated the same “message” she has sent me a couple of times.
I do know who I like, how I could love and, of course, I know my limits to be the perfect lover -the perfect person- the one I'll never be (but I could try to be like that man she thinks she wants and deserves).
In that dream (not a nightmare) I saw my ex-wife this morning. (Jan 16, 2014).
If my mind would have warned me to pray for her, I would have prayed aloud but, when she asked me to love her, I felt I hated my mind for playing those bad games. I'm over! I'm over! (and I don like her, anymore)
Some of us know the mind has its plays, and also know GOD can use them to talk to our hearts. Bad spirits, also, could “help” the mind to say their lies, so we'd better stay tuned with God's will.
My mind could be a good mate to talk when being or traveling alone a big leg trip on this single life. But I must admit she doesn't behave well when she's left alone to do her things, woke up or slept away.
I don't know how to argue to teach her not to do those things SHE IS NOT ALLOWED to do (or tell me).
I don't like her when she says those things I don't want to pay attention to.
I felt disgusted! She has repeated the same “message” she has sent me a couple of times.
I do know who I like, how I could love and, of course, I know my limits to be the perfect lover -the perfect person- the one I'll never be (but I could try to be like that man she thinks she wants and deserves).
In that dream (not a nightmare) I saw my ex-wife this morning. (Jan 16, 2014).
If my mind would have warned me to pray for her, I would have prayed aloud but, when she asked me to love her, I felt I hated my mind for playing those bad games. I'm over! I'm over! (and I don like her, anymore)
Some of us know the mind has its plays, and also know GOD can use them to talk to our hearts. Bad spirits, also, could “help” the mind to say their lies, so we'd better stay tuned with God's will.
My mind could be a good mate to talk when being or traveling alone a big leg trip on this single life. But I must admit she doesn't behave well when she's left alone to do her things, woke up or slept away.
