Oh, I don't think I would say that to my husband. I think he would also be jealous. The love I have for Jesus is a different love than I have for my husband. I love my husband unconditionally I believe we are soulmates and that God sent him to me but I would say I love Jesus as much as I love God and that love I put above all else because that love also teaches me to love my husband more deeply beyond flesh too. I never think about having to choose between the two because I don't believe this choice would ever have to be made. I pray that one day my husband can feel the love I do for the Lord.
As for seeing Jesus. I have seen him so many times I'm not sure where to start, I don't go to church very often because I have visions I chose to learn from Jesus and the holy spirit guide. I have been spending time with my family over Christmas and the holidays so I had a bit of a break. This time he came though was different, this time he was more beautiful than I have ever seen. I haven't had any visions since so at the moment I am just being guided by the Holy Spirit. He will come soon and if longer I will just wait. He did tell me once that the closer he comes the more vivid he will become so this came to mind when I saw him last.
I had to acknowledge him and my visions before I was asked to learn, which then I was brought in front of God which approval came from him so I continue to listen and learn. I had seen God before this though. I don't know how many people have the opportunity or can see, I think possibly there are much more people who don't know that they can? I believed and had great faith before I saw, without it I don't think I could have seen or heard anything, and without acknowledging that when I saw him it was him I wouldn't be able to follow. It may be difficult for some people to understand but it is a spiritual following.
Visions are not dreams or imaginations, a little like daydreams, I do not see them with my actual eyes, they are seen with spiritual eyes, like a projection from my forehead, it is difficult to explain but they can't be brought on, they come and it takes a lot of attention to listen and see, it is difficult if there are distractions. I can also choose not to see or acknowledge the visions which then they are just not paid any attention as I was doing so before I knew to acknowledge them. They are a very controversial subject but they come with worldy confirmations too so I think unless you believe in the spirit of Christ that he can come and truly is alive or have visions yourself or a spiritual understanding it is difficult to believe.