Lately, I've been wondering about exactly what my calling is, and am I still where God wants me.
MY CALLING
First of all, I always seem to be thinking about friends & family that have recently had devastating experiences, drug problems, suicidal thoughts (so far), & health issues. I feel compelled to pray for them, and I often feel like my heart is BREAKING. I feel helpless, because I can only help by listening and praying.
Also, I've always had a special place in my heart for radio, & for uplifting "godly" music. Lately I've been thinking I should have studied broadcasting in college. I sometimes feel like its a call I've missed, & I don't know what to do, so I wait.
DO I BELONG HERE?
I have been feeling like it's time to move out of the home/town/place I live in. I'm lonely most of the time: no church home, no fellowship (unless I come here to CC, etc. When I bring it up to my hubby, he counters with all the reasons WE CAN'T. I'm sometimes tempted to make arrangements to go without him, but I can't treat him like that, So I wait & wonder how long it will be like this.
MY CALLING
First of all, I always seem to be thinking about friends & family that have recently had devastating experiences, drug problems, suicidal thoughts (so far), & health issues. I feel compelled to pray for them, and I often feel like my heart is BREAKING. I feel helpless, because I can only help by listening and praying.
Also, I've always had a special place in my heart for radio, & for uplifting "godly" music. Lately I've been thinking I should have studied broadcasting in college. I sometimes feel like its a call I've missed, & I don't know what to do, so I wait.
DO I BELONG HERE?
I have been feeling like it's time to move out of the home/town/place I live in. I'm lonely most of the time: no church home, no fellowship (unless I come here to CC, etc. When I bring it up to my hubby, he counters with all the reasons WE CAN'T. I'm sometimes tempted to make arrangements to go without him, but I can't treat him like that, So I wait & wonder how long it will be like this.