There is no Other way

I have all I can want.
I just want to want what I have completely.

The truth is complete.

How trivial are so many situations, yet, I find my emotions caught in the motions and I fail over and again to simply remain. In the present. In His presence.

Word and thought pull me in so many directions. As if my mind were a disjointed mechanism. A machine that feeds off my feelings and sends them reeling and I am caught in it's grinding dimensions. Until I all but fall apart and collapse inward; if not implosion.

They call this anxiety and the afterwards depression.

In this moment. All I need is to feel You. I need to know You. I need to hear You.

I am burdened by the suffering that I have witnessed. Helpless. Just as I was believing that I could remove myself from the relentless concerns of living and life in general. Just when I thought I reached the place of apathy that had me floating; suspended in an oblivion. But, that is not what is meant for me, I see; I cannot rest until I fulfill my purpose.

So come inhabit my space. Inhabit my time. Inhabit my heart and let me be the instrument; the worship that is so instinctual, even as I fight it.

i understand this so well. press on my friend and whatever the world throws at you hold on tight. stand strong you are right at the door !!!God Loves you

How does this only have one like? Awesome, just awesome. I can connect with this in so many ways, it all boils down to one thing it seems.....Focus....

Yes, this is war we are in. Never think, is this me, God or the devil. You are now in Gods camp as you are one in spirit with Him the Word says. Don't own up every single thought (and will result in a feeling) that comes up in your head as Jesus said,' a stranger's voice they won't follow'. Instead, filter everything through the Word of God and take captive every thought that comes against the knowledge of God. If necessary speak out loud (you will get your hamburger quick if you would be standing in line at McDonalds Make war and fight to good fight of faith. The righteousness, that is of faith speaks and faith speaks,...and faith to the mountain it says, be it disease or an other problem. Grow into your God given identity. into what He has done for us, Who He is, what He has done and what He has made us to be, a son of God, the light of this world, ambassadors co-heirs with Christ, kings and priests having the high calling of ruling and reigning with Him as we seat in heavenly places.

God could have build a castle in the sky so when everybody could say when they would walk out of their home, wow, that's where God lives! Instead, He choose to live in side of you sister, so everybody who sees you can say, wow, That's where God lives!!!!

Keep looking up sister as you are destined to reign and rule in this life Rom.. 2:17 You will. God bless.

Wow. So awesome.... I feel like u took those words right outta my heart. What a blessing.... Thanku xx