"tame the ghosts in my head that run wild and wish me dead"
thinking, thinking
can't stop thinking
memories and thoughts
about the past
that time in the park
when my blood stained the concrete
that time my heart almost stopped beating
that time my mom had the cord around her neck
that time my sister took all those pills
that time when I went rollerblading so fast it felt like I was flying
that time we stayed up all night and then went early morning mall-walking with the old folks
that time we ate chocolate-peanut butter soup
that time we sang "Collide"
that time we went swinging in the rain
about the present
am I just going in circles?
am I doing the right thing?
am I making the right choices?
about the future
will I be able to have a job?
will my dizziness ruin my life?
do I even have a future?
I just need to close my eyes
I need to have You with me
Will You wrap me up
And keep me warm
And get me through another night
When I wake up,
Can everything just be so much better?
Can I start over?
Can I start clean?
Can I do it right this time?
-Just My Thoughts
thinking, thinking
can't stop thinking
memories and thoughts
about the past
that time in the park
when my blood stained the concrete
that time my heart almost stopped beating
that time my mom had the cord around her neck
that time my sister took all those pills
that time when I went rollerblading so fast it felt like I was flying
that time we stayed up all night and then went early morning mall-walking with the old folks
that time we ate chocolate-peanut butter soup
that time we sang "Collide"
that time we went swinging in the rain
about the present
am I just going in circles?
am I doing the right thing?
am I making the right choices?
about the future
will I be able to have a job?
will my dizziness ruin my life?
do I even have a future?
I just need to close my eyes
I need to have You with me
Will You wrap me up
And keep me warm
And get me through another night
When I wake up,
Can everything just be so much better?
Can I start over?
Can I start clean?
Can I do it right this time?
-Just My Thoughts