The one good thing about me is that I know how to get back up after falling.
On that night I snapped and found myself in a bleak place. I soon arranged a plan to take myself out of the equation. I threatened a couple constables with a bat, and dented a law enforcement vehicle in hopes that they would take my life.
They didn't.
I, however was detained, and charged rightfully for my actions. From what I could pick up from those two officers, they both had good intention to do their duty according to their profession. They spoke to me briefly, and put me through a procedure. If anything they were extremely professional and very curious as to why I wanted an "assisted suicide."
Due to the nature of that night, I was brought to the local clinic to see the nurse. I was put through vital checks, and obliged to confide in her. I told her my intention, and she saw the "kind-hearted" person I was/am. (I, personally, wouldn't have phrased it like that, but I am aware of myself enough to know that I can be as least slightly "decent.") After that time with the nurse, she wanted a doctor's opinion. The nurse phoned out, and they both agreed that I should be sent out for counseling. I consented. However, I was not permitted to leave without another. I could only think of one name that came to mind... But as much as they tried calling, no one answered.
(I detested, due to my currently feelings on the matter. But, I was compelled to have my own mother accompany me as a medical escort. But things had drastically changed with time.)
Several hours later, I was on an air ambulance with the same constable that detained me and was shipped to a hospital to see another health official. I was assigned to speak to one counselor and explain my actions. I shared some feelings and tried my best to share the truth to the best of my ability...
(to be continued...
)
On that night I snapped and found myself in a bleak place. I soon arranged a plan to take myself out of the equation. I threatened a couple constables with a bat, and dented a law enforcement vehicle in hopes that they would take my life.
They didn't.
I, however was detained, and charged rightfully for my actions. From what I could pick up from those two officers, they both had good intention to do their duty according to their profession. They spoke to me briefly, and put me through a procedure. If anything they were extremely professional and very curious as to why I wanted an "assisted suicide."
Due to the nature of that night, I was brought to the local clinic to see the nurse. I was put through vital checks, and obliged to confide in her. I told her my intention, and she saw the "kind-hearted" person I was/am. (I, personally, wouldn't have phrased it like that, but I am aware of myself enough to know that I can be as least slightly "decent.") After that time with the nurse, she wanted a doctor's opinion. The nurse phoned out, and they both agreed that I should be sent out for counseling. I consented. However, I was not permitted to leave without another. I could only think of one name that came to mind... But as much as they tried calling, no one answered.
(I detested, due to my currently feelings on the matter. But, I was compelled to have my own mother accompany me as a medical escort. But things had drastically changed with time.)
Several hours later, I was on an air ambulance with the same constable that detained me and was shipped to a hospital to see another health official. I was assigned to speak to one counselor and explain my actions. I shared some feelings and tried my best to share the truth to the best of my ability...
(to be continued...
)