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gothgirl

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I wish it would stop.

I wish I can just get my mind right. I wish it wouldn't bother me when people don't talk to me but it does. It makes me sad and I don't understand why they don't want to talk to me.

Why do people ignore me? What am I doing wrong? I wish I knew. For years I would just say, it's OK, most people are dicks and that's just that. Just deal and you'll be OK. But I'm really trying to change and be more approachable and it's just not working. I hate it when I try to talk to people and all they do is walk away from me. Why do they walk away? What are they seeing? What is it with me?

I just don't fit anywhere.

I just don't want to feel this sadness anymore and I don't know what it would take. Am I the problem? Is it me? I don't know and no answers are coming.