So here we go. Instead of giving in I'm going to type it out.
The first impulse is to eat.
Second impulse is to look at pornography.
Third impulse is to try and find a wife.
Fourth impulse is to satisfy myself in some way.
Then. Blackness in my stomach.
I have to wait to find a wife.
Why?
Because I'm incredibly shallow.
But the girls I find attractive aren't attracted to me.
Then I will have no one.
The first impulse is to eat.
Second impulse is to look at pornography.
Third impulse is to try and find a wife.
Fourth impulse is to satisfy myself in some way.
Then. Blackness in my stomach.
I have to wait to find a wife.
Why?
Because I'm incredibly shallow.
But the girls I find attractive aren't attracted to me.
Then I will have no one.