I'm sorry to hear of your struggle. Thank God for medicine and all the advancements made to help us out. But I have to ask if you are now feeling depressed or in more of a hurry due to what people are saying. Our timing is not the same as God's. We don't know God's plan for our lives and sometimes even though we want something and are praying for it, it does not line up with a much bigger, better life that God has for us. It's not probably what you want to hear because a child is such a miracle/blessing. I know God has a good plan for us all and his way will bring us so much more happiness and we will be a blessing to others in bigger ways if we let him take control. I will pray that his will be done in your life and that you and your family have the peace you need to get through the aches and pain of waiting on God. I pray this for myself as well in other areas of my life. We need to support and uplift each other as Christians, not to mention pray for each other. God Bless you...