I found out my husband has been talking with another woman for the last 10 years. I have always suspected something but not to the extent he would have sexual relation with this person. Anyway, I have confronted him and he has apologized and begged for another chance so I have given him Chance. Mainly because I have three kids with him and I don’t want to distroy my kids life. I am not a happy person and no matter what he does and say, I just can’t stand him. Everything about him makes me sick right now. I’m praying it will change. I can’t live like this for the rest of my life. I don’t know what to do. I’m also short with my kids any very unhappy. I really don’t know what to do. We are both Christians and I feel that I need to have more faith in God and His plan for me but at the same time I also feel I have no hope .