Over the course of my life I feel I have developed the fear of being around other Christians and going to Church. I know all the right answers and scripture. I did go to bible school! But the fear is so real it seems to be hindering me from going to church or even fellowshipping with others. I have been abused in my up bringing! The fear is controlling my life and keeps me living in survival mode. I stay isolated and do not hang out with others....which I would love to fellowship and do activities I love!