This strange dream of his could also be caused by a lack of sleep. In April 2021, I didn't sleep well, and had a mental health breakdown at ~3:33 AM Thought that the 3:33 was a holy time to have a breakdown or something like a miracle, but was just a lack of sleep. So, my folks took me to the hospital, which I stayed for 3-4 days.
Here is the cool part though: One gal there had an IV machine pumping 333 mg/hr of medicine into her body. Her name was Esperanza. That's Spanish for hope. Another guy in his 20s with curly hair yelled "I AM" to me after I asked his name. That is one of God's many names. Kinda floored me that a guy with depression who didn't speak much said this. Maybe God spoke through him, so I prayed that he got better, and he hugged me with a warm hug. Felt like God was embracing me.
So, while my mental health breakdown in April wasn't a miracle, the two people in the hospital ward that I met after my breakdown seemed to be God speaking to me, to have hope. To this day, I feel that God gave me hope to improve myself, and better my mental health. So far, 2022 is going amazing, much better than 2018-2021. Honestly, 2022 is one of the best years in my life.
Here is the cool part though: One gal there had an IV machine pumping 333 mg/hr of medicine into her body. Her name was Esperanza. That's Spanish for hope. Another guy in his 20s with curly hair yelled "I AM" to me after I asked his name. That is one of God's many names. Kinda floored me that a guy with depression who didn't speak much said this. Maybe God spoke through him, so I prayed that he got better, and he hugged me with a warm hug. Felt like God was embracing me.
So, while my mental health breakdown in April wasn't a miracle, the two people in the hospital ward that I met after my breakdown seemed to be God speaking to me, to have hope. To this day, I feel that God gave me hope to improve myself, and better my mental health. So far, 2022 is going amazing, much better than 2018-2021. Honestly, 2022 is one of the best years in my life.
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