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Hello everyone,
so here is my story! I'm a 24 year old woman, married with one child and currently expecting. My childhood was an ok one, growing up I did experience some things a child should never go threw. Any who, I always felt unloved so when I hit 17 I started to date this guy and yikes! I thought he loved me but boy was I wrong. I lost myself with him. I couldn't do anything, not even look at him in the face or I would get a hit. Then I met my husband! Wow for the first time in my left I felt safe loved, protected, free! So now 7 years later and a wonderful life I thought we had was a lie. A few months ago I found out he was talking to a woman from work and it broke my heart. He told me it was her that was harassing him but that I did not have to worry that he was going to fix the problem. An everything went back to how we used to be. A happy family! A few weeks after that I found out I was expecting our second child and things got even better. Then again about a month and a half ago I find out my husband is talking to another woman from work and that she sent him a picture of herself just in underclothes. I thought I was going to die I confronted him and he said he had a problem that it became easy for him to lie and do the things he did but that he promised he never did anything with her. Then I find some emails that he never really stopped talking to the first woman from months back. I confronted him again and he told me he loved me and that it was all like a game for him. That he became unhappy with our marriage and he felt like it was a everyday routine. And that we needed to get help and that this time around things were really going to change. No more lies or going behind my back. We started counseling and everything seems to be getting better but I'm so afraid that he is still talking to both women an is just pretending. Idk what to do or think anymore. I love him with all my heart and he knows that. I don't understand how we got to this point. I just want my family back an I want to be able to trust him. One of the girls he was talking to was his carpool an I think he is still giving her rides not sure on how to ask him again to stop that.
so here is my story! I'm a 24 year old woman, married with one child and currently expecting. My childhood was an ok one, growing up I did experience some things a child should never go threw. Any who, I always felt unloved so when I hit 17 I started to date this guy and yikes! I thought he loved me but boy was I wrong. I lost myself with him. I couldn't do anything, not even look at him in the face or I would get a hit. Then I met my husband! Wow for the first time in my left I felt safe loved, protected, free! So now 7 years later and a wonderful life I thought we had was a lie. A few months ago I found out he was talking to a woman from work and it broke my heart. He told me it was her that was harassing him but that I did not have to worry that he was going to fix the problem. An everything went back to how we used to be. A happy family! A few weeks after that I found out I was expecting our second child and things got even better. Then again about a month and a half ago I find out my husband is talking to another woman from work and that she sent him a picture of herself just in underclothes. I thought I was going to die I confronted him and he said he had a problem that it became easy for him to lie and do the things he did but that he promised he never did anything with her. Then I find some emails that he never really stopped talking to the first woman from months back. I confronted him again and he told me he loved me and that it was all like a game for him. That he became unhappy with our marriage and he felt like it was a everyday routine. And that we needed to get help and that this time around things were really going to change. No more lies or going behind my back. We started counseling and everything seems to be getting better but I'm so afraid that he is still talking to both women an is just pretending. Idk what to do or think anymore. I love him with all my heart and he knows that. I don't understand how we got to this point. I just want my family back an I want to be able to trust him. One of the girls he was talking to was his carpool an I think he is still giving her rides not sure on how to ask him again to stop that.