I can not for my life of me surround myself with people who are prideful, obnoxious, conceited, sexually deviant, immodest, revilers, lovers of money etc, etc. I am so repulsed by it that I cannot even be in the presence of such persons. For example: if I enter a chat room and all I see are people talking about getting high, cussing at each other, gossiping or making any sort of unholy, inappropriate remarks. I leave straight away. I can't just pretend it's normal. And I know this may sound condescending but between this and my social anxiety, I honestly wonder if I'll ever be able to make friends and be engaged in a satisfying relationship. If you think i'm wrong, tell me how have you managed to build and sustain close relationships with others who's thoughts and emotions are defined by a corrupt/wrongly influenced society? I mightily struggle relating to anyone in general. Half of me longs for social intimacy and I know God structured us with this need, but the other half is telling me I'm just not equipped to coincide. And the way I see it, my generation and each one that has followed it's predecessor has only gotten worse and worse.