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MY parents have been separated for 2 years now, the reason for the separation, was because a girl, fifteen years younger than my dad became very close to my dad and seduced him. Many pastors says that she uses witchcraft. My dad hasn't been himself, even though sometimes, i can see my father how he was years befor all this occured.He was a great dad, always loving with me and my brother, and he asored my mom, yes they had fights sometimes, but we were such a great family, very close.
This separation has been very hard on my whole family, because my father doesn't want to come back, we still see him, but not as much. My mother started giving up faith and i think my brother long before gave up hope, but i haven't and i'd always push my mom to keep trying, because noone should ever break up what God blessed, and he blessed my parents marriage.
I never gave up hope that the marriage would not work out. I felt such hope, I was so confident it would work out. I may be the youngest one in the family, but i'm the most hopeful, but two days ago, a person confirmed that my father has been cheating on my mother for years, with not just one woman, but many different women that I know and thought were friends of the family. I dunno if I should keep pushing my mom, i'm so worried that she'll go into depression, and i think i've lost my hope for this family. I feel so alone, My brother is never at home, my father hardly comes by and my mother is goiung through such a hard time, i don't want to make her feel any worse. I feel as if all that we were before was a lie. I resent my father, but at the same time,I still love him, because he's my father, but I am so mad at him. He claims it's not true, but it is, it was confirmed and even then, he still lies to me.
It just hurts, because i think i just got hit with reality, that things don't always happen the way you want it to. I dunno if i can handle this so much, I new That the Lord would never give me anything that i can't handle, but it's just really hard, because I was so confident that it would all work out.
This separation has been very hard on my whole family, because my father doesn't want to come back, we still see him, but not as much. My mother started giving up faith and i think my brother long before gave up hope, but i haven't and i'd always push my mom to keep trying, because noone should ever break up what God blessed, and he blessed my parents marriage.
I never gave up hope that the marriage would not work out. I felt such hope, I was so confident it would work out. I may be the youngest one in the family, but i'm the most hopeful, but two days ago, a person confirmed that my father has been cheating on my mother for years, with not just one woman, but many different women that I know and thought were friends of the family. I dunno if I should keep pushing my mom, i'm so worried that she'll go into depression, and i think i've lost my hope for this family. I feel so alone, My brother is never at home, my father hardly comes by and my mother is goiung through such a hard time, i don't want to make her feel any worse. I feel as if all that we were before was a lie. I resent my father, but at the same time,I still love him, because he's my father, but I am so mad at him. He claims it's not true, but it is, it was confirmed and even then, he still lies to me.
It just hurts, because i think i just got hit with reality, that things don't always happen the way you want it to. I dunno if i can handle this so much, I new That the Lord would never give me anything that i can't handle, but it's just really hard, because I was so confident that it would all work out.