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I need some help figuring out what happened on May 12, 2013.
I am a lone twin... meaning my other twin died before birth. I have always felt (like most womb twins) feel as something is missing and never being happy with who they are because they feel an enormous hole within themselves.
As I was driving home yesterday I turned off my music and it just had stop raining, I was at peace and calm and haven't thought about my other twin in a long time. I glanced over to the passenger side and there she was, identical to me riding next to me.. I wasn't scared, I felt complete like that hole in my heart went away. I looked at her as if ive seen her everyday. What I noticed was her neon green pants then, I looked over at her face to see what she was looking at. She was just looking out the window at the corn field where the ray of light shinned threw the dark storm clouds. I turned my head back to the road and when I glanced back over she was gone... My heart sunk like the other half of me was just ripped away from me all over again. I never in my life felt so complete and so at home. I pray that it was her saying that she was always with me, watching over me. I can not stop crying because I want to know what I saw was real. I told my father and hes, like yeah you know that car accident you got into October that totaled your entire car and you shockingly walk out of it with only a scrap on your knee, maybe shes the reason why you are safe. The he told me how your not supposed to connect with your angle, which I understand why, I will let it be but I just hope that what I saw was her way of telling me, "I am here, this is your answer to what is missing, but I am always with you." She was identical to me but I have short hair and she had long gorgeous hair.
When I was a baby just learning to talk, I would always demand two of everything and would always demand to know where the other me was, and when my parents couldn't bring forth my sister (which they didn't speak of) I would get very frustrated. I read that it is very common for twinless twins to feel this way. I just pray that was her way of saying. I am here and I am with you. I have a great amount of love for someone that I shared a home with inside my mother, and someday I hope I spend the rest of my life with her in heaven, because I know what I saw and I just wish I knew why.
I am a lone twin... meaning my other twin died before birth. I have always felt (like most womb twins) feel as something is missing and never being happy with who they are because they feel an enormous hole within themselves.
As I was driving home yesterday I turned off my music and it just had stop raining, I was at peace and calm and haven't thought about my other twin in a long time. I glanced over to the passenger side and there she was, identical to me riding next to me.. I wasn't scared, I felt complete like that hole in my heart went away. I looked at her as if ive seen her everyday. What I noticed was her neon green pants then, I looked over at her face to see what she was looking at. She was just looking out the window at the corn field where the ray of light shinned threw the dark storm clouds. I turned my head back to the road and when I glanced back over she was gone... My heart sunk like the other half of me was just ripped away from me all over again. I never in my life felt so complete and so at home. I pray that it was her saying that she was always with me, watching over me. I can not stop crying because I want to know what I saw was real. I told my father and hes, like yeah you know that car accident you got into October that totaled your entire car and you shockingly walk out of it with only a scrap on your knee, maybe shes the reason why you are safe. The he told me how your not supposed to connect with your angle, which I understand why, I will let it be but I just hope that what I saw was her way of telling me, "I am here, this is your answer to what is missing, but I am always with you." She was identical to me but I have short hair and she had long gorgeous hair.
When I was a baby just learning to talk, I would always demand two of everything and would always demand to know where the other me was, and when my parents couldn't bring forth my sister (which they didn't speak of) I would get very frustrated. I read that it is very common for twinless twins to feel this way. I just pray that was her way of saying. I am here and I am with you. I have a great amount of love for someone that I shared a home with inside my mother, and someday I hope I spend the rest of my life with her in heaven, because I know what I saw and I just wish I knew why.