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Hi, I am new to CC.com. I am a wife and have 3 kids. My family and I moved last year to be closer to MY parents since my husbands family that we grew a church in another state with, moved to Guatemala to be missionaries we love where we live but it is super expensive and my parents are ALL drama, All the time! They have always guilted us on how family is important and how we need to live close to one another. But honestly I just feel that I do for them over and over, even if it means taking from my family. On top of that, I haven't found a church that fits with my family, my boss at work is the BIGGEST bully I have ever had, I have been looking for a second job due to finances, And I have no friends to talk to or seek some godly support in. I am trying to solve these issues with getting in the word, finding a better job(s), filtering my parents drama, finding friends...but I feel like I am fighting a war i am losing, all by myself. My husband tries to help but he works sooo much that I don't always want to unload on him. I am most happy when I can be the hands and feet of Christ, but I find that difficult with a job, 3 kids and not having a church home : ( I just need some advise... Maybe a friend. I even feel like I am failing at being a good mother and wife lately. Sorry, I am just in a dark spot and in need of a lil light. Usually I am very optimistic and happy even in the worst of situations, but not lately. Lord, please open a door for me....