I really need God to move on my behalf today. I'm devastated. I don't know what is going on in my life but I know that God is in control. I need relief. I know that God has my problems in the palm of his hands, but right now... I can't feel him. I feel so lost right now. My nerves are shot. I just need something.. anything.. maybe that's selfish but God challenged me to believe for a miracle and right now it's all I can do to keep it together. I feel broken. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to endure. My marriage is at risk. Please pray for me and Steven