Revelation is quite a powerful message of hope, and it's such a wonderful testament to the absolute Christian victory. Pleased to hear that you have found courage and strength in such a place! That Holy book is all about how one day Jesus will reign over the new heaven and new earth, and how we as believers will reign with him without pain or suffering. You will see your husband again, and even more importantly, the Lord he and you have loved so well! God bless you.