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You do know we can read your post, right? It started on June 4th. Here's the list of what you've done so far to "work on your marriage:
1. Ask others to pray for you, but not tell why.
2. Complain about how she is destroying your integrity by gossiping about you.
3. Talked at great length about how you're lusting after someone at work.
4. Not understanding her when she said it was over.
5. Separated.
6. Cheated and took the time to excuse the offense.
7. Became "vulnerable" for the first time to her last weekend.
8. Already figured out you made this "right," so it's back on her shoulders to accept your rightness.
If this is how you've been working at your marriage since June 4th, I have to ask. Do you earn your paycheck this easily too? I've seen no work, which usually isn't an odd thing when I'm reading the life of someone online. But, in your case, it really is because you've seriously showed what your life is like online.
You keep having everyone else pray for you. Are you saved at all? Because you're life story sure doesn't sound like you seek God even one moment a week.
Now you're blaming all this on coming here? That's not it!
1. Ask others to pray for you, but not tell why.
2. Complain about how she is destroying your integrity by gossiping about you.
3. Talked at great length about how you're lusting after someone at work.
4. Not understanding her when she said it was over.
5. Separated.
6. Cheated and took the time to excuse the offense.
7. Became "vulnerable" for the first time to her last weekend.
8. Already figured out you made this "right," so it's back on her shoulders to accept your rightness.
If this is how you've been working at your marriage since June 4th, I have to ask. Do you earn your paycheck this easily too? I've seen no work, which usually isn't an odd thing when I'm reading the life of someone online. But, in your case, it really is because you've seriously showed what your life is like online.
You keep having everyone else pray for you. Are you saved at all? Because you're life story sure doesn't sound like you seek God even one moment a week.
Now you're blaming all this on coming here? That's not it!