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Divorce is in my future. I can't help but think of the good times when my wife and I were courting, the joy we felt for each other early in our marriage, the happiness of having 4 children and building a life together. I also look at the ugly truth of the present. Angry words, hurtful actions, an adversarial relationship, living separately (her with another man), and Earthly parting of ways.
I will always love my wife even though she says I hurt her beyond repair. I hope that, when the hurt subsides, we can be friends. I still want her in my life, if not lovers then friends. I wonder if she has enough respect for me help both of us grow in the Word of the Lord while we remain apart on Earth? I want to see her in Heaven, in a new body happy again. We won't be married, but neither will we have emnity for each other because of our common ability to worship God.
I often wonder why my love and commitment to this women was so deep. I never thought, and she professed never to, dissolve our marriage except in the Lord's time. The pain I feel is just as deep. Did I tell you she was my life? I love you Cailyn! Move on with the Lord in you always.
I will always love my wife even though she says I hurt her beyond repair. I hope that, when the hurt subsides, we can be friends. I still want her in my life, if not lovers then friends. I wonder if she has enough respect for me help both of us grow in the Word of the Lord while we remain apart on Earth? I want to see her in Heaven, in a new body happy again. We won't be married, but neither will we have emnity for each other because of our common ability to worship God.
I often wonder why my love and commitment to this women was so deep. I never thought, and she professed never to, dissolve our marriage except in the Lord's time. The pain I feel is just as deep. Did I tell you she was my life? I love you Cailyn! Move on with the Lord in you always.