Father, I Fell Today

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surprisingrose

surprisingrose

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Father, I fell today, the pain was too great to bare.
"How could I have done this?" I whailed within the deepest parts of my heart.
I wept before you time and time again and confessed my sin.
I knew it had broke your heart, for you gave me all the word and power to not walk away.
The separation my sin had caused left an emptiness in my soul.
For a brief time. like Jesus on the cross, when he took upon himself my sin, it felt like you had forsaken me.
Friends and loved ones were wounded, the sting reached far beyond my sin.
How can they ever look up to me again?
Then one day your light shined into my darkness and through your love and healing hands you sent my way they comforted me and restored me by you grace.
Grace, unmerited favor, restored me back in fellowship with you again.
It took time to lift my head again, but deep inside my soul was a carefulness engrained that by your blood, Word and Spirit I would never go there again; for though I fell, repentance turned me back to you again.
Sin is too high a price to pay to wound our relationship in anyway.
Thank you that you were tempted and yet without sin to secure me who is tempted.
It took time but now I walk in freedom with my head held high, remembering who I am, a daughter of the Most High King.
Thank you, Father, for giving your Son to free me from a life of sin, to walk free of sin, knowing I am forgiven. Help me, Father to never fall again.
 
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chatter23

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surprisingrose said:
Father, I fell today, the pain was too great to bare.
"How could I have done this?" I whailed within the deepest parts of my heart.
I wept before you time and time again and confessed my sin.
I knew it had broke your heart, for you gave me all the word and power to not walk away.
The separation my sin had caused left an emptiness in my soul.
For a brief time. like Jesus on the cross, when he took upon himself my sin, it felt like you had forsaken me.
Friends and loved ones were wounded, the sting reached far beyond my sin.
How can they ever look up to me again?
Then one day your light shined into my darkness and through your love and healing hands you sent my way they comforted me and restored me by you grace.
Grace, unmerited favor, restored me back in fellowship with you again.
It took time to lift my head again, but deep inside my soul was a carefulness engrained that by your blood, Word and Spirit I would never go there again; for though I fell, repentance turned me back to you again.
Sin is too high a price to pay to wound our relationship in anyway.
Thank you that you were tempted and yet without sin to secure me who is tempted.
It took time but now I walk in freedom with my head held high, remembering who I am, a daughter of the Most High King.
Thank you, Father, for giving your Son to free me from a life of sin, to walk free of sin, knowing I am forgiven. Help me, Father to never fall again.
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Judge and be judged. Those who judge others will also judge themselves.
 
p_rehbein

p_rehbein

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Thank you suprisingrose...........very good..........God bless you and yours
 
surprisingrose

surprisingrose

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Thank you p-rehbein. Hopefully I spelled that right. God bless you too. Thank you for the prayer too, he does bless me and mine everyday! Don't know what I'd do with him, don't even want to think about it. I pray the Lord bless you and yours too:) Take care, Surprisingrose.
 
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eminemjrxx

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did u rite it urselv or wot?
 
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chatter23

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surprisingrose said:
Chatter, Jesus loves you:eek::eek::eek::D!!!
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Yes and His love is very corrective, not kissy kissy as the phony's do.

No more resentment or phoniness in my life anymore. False love is destructive to the soul.

I love the truth.
 
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chatter23

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chatter23 said:
Judge and be judged. Those who judge others will also judge themselves.
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surprisingrose said:
Chatter, Jesus loves you:eek::eek::eek::D!!!
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I just want to add to my first message to you. When we make mistakes, all we have to do is to admit it to ourselves. We don't have to get overdramatic as you were and put it out for others to see. It should be just between ourselves and God.
If we make mistakes we don't judge ourselves as you did.
You were judging yourself after you said you fell, and that only happens when we judge others.
That was my point in my first post. And I don't have to be told that God loves me by anyone.
I know He does by telling me the truth about myself and that is saving grace. If He complimented me it would not be my God, but an imposter.
His love is not the love of the world.
 
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