This Is What Shapes Me
All I am is a child from then to now
I learn what I know with belief
I hear the stories and answers
And see how I think I should be
I learn from you
I learn the ways of love and hate
I learn what is thought to be right
I learn how to use and abuse
I learn how to steal and lie
This is what shapes my mind
I hear from you
I hear from you how I am less
I hear from you my very worth
I even hear how I am neglected
I hear from your lack of response
You’re too busy for me, even at best
This is what shapes my soul
I see from you
I see how to hide my care
And the importance in how to get my way
I see how to hurt and to kill
And how to build a wall around me
I see how to dig my own grave
This is what shapes my heart
I know who I am
I want to be someone else
Not like I’ve learned, seen, and heard
All that I am is filled with misery and deceit
I have seen the Life in Yahushua
And know that’s how I want to be
Because that’s how the love of Elohim will make me…
Like 1st Corinthians 13
All I am is a child from then to now
I learn what I know with belief
I hear the stories and answers
And see how I think I should be
I learn from you
I learn the ways of love and hate
I learn what is thought to be right
I learn how to use and abuse
I learn how to steal and lie
This is what shapes my mind
I hear from you
I hear from you how I am less
I hear from you my very worth
I even hear how I am neglected
I hear from your lack of response
You’re too busy for me, even at best
This is what shapes my soul
I see from you
I see how to hide my care
And the importance in how to get my way
I see how to hurt and to kill
And how to build a wall around me
I see how to dig my own grave
This is what shapes my heart
I know who I am
I want to be someone else
Not like I’ve learned, seen, and heard
All that I am is filled with misery and deceit
I have seen the Life in Yahushua
And know that’s how I want to be
Because that’s how the love of Elohim will make me…
Like 1st Corinthians 13