Read Proverbs 8 and ask the Lord for understanding and knowledge to help you in your walk along with the other gifts he has for you in that chapter we all have our own pace I don't think I can ever be a preacher but I can tell someone about the Lord ..I can pray for someone in need ..I can help elderly people maybe mow their lawn or something in the name of the Lord..you believe that Jesus went to the cross to pay our dept..so don't compare yourself with others, being obedient to his word and try not to be conformed to this world be more of like Jesus..is what he ask for..remember WWJD? still applies, when you pass someone like an older man/lady and they drop something pick it up for them..it's little things that lead to bigger things remember we can't all operate on the same level---> Now if the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18 But in fact God has placed the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19 If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, but one body.