And once again for the 3rd time in a week, seeing these kittens die brings me back to when Tequila went home..
![Frown :( :(](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
I laid here beside her and petted her for 2 hours afterward.
But the question is, WHY after 2 years, have I not grieved over her yet? Why do I keep putting it off?