Hello, Toinena. I am sorry for taking long to come back to you. Hehe.
There are just lots of black, small, child-like creature along the way. Maybe, those creatures are called devils. Two are holding my feet, two are massaging my hips. Then two are holding my arms... They just come in twos... But, I was able to shake them off and I am here... Hehe...
I apologize for my, say, drastic words. I was just jealous, I think. You know... my Lynx...
I am guarding him...
As for your advice, what I believe is that, all of us girls/ladies/women have someone assigned to us to be their crown...
Maybe, that person for you... intended for you... by who? No one else but... God. I believe God has someone for you. Maybe, he hasn't realized it yet... or maybe, you will not even meet him now in this life... What I can tell you is just to trust what is God's will for you... Just never stop praying asking Him what you want. Believe that He will answer your prayer but do not forget that it is according to His will, not ours.
I hope I have answered your question or have given you input/s. Even though I have temper but I am a very friendly person. I even make friends to tiny- inch long-thin-red-worm-like creatures and I played with them. I make them suffer to die in the heat of the sun just to know how they will die. But I am not really a sadist. That was done just to observe. You know, I have a very big heart. I even help ants when I see them drowning. And other things like that...
I am looking forward to making friends with you...
I love you, sister in Christ.