Lest anyone think that Julianna is speaking from inexperience let me be the first to say she fully understands the following verse.
Proverbs 15:1
A soft answer turneth away wrath, but grievous words stir up anger.
No I am not as new to the site as some would think, but ask to have my last account canceled because of grievous words written to Julianna, and yes she return a very soft answer and in this situation as kind as could be expected. I didn't try to reopen the old account because I definitely acted liked anything but Beloved of God.
She as always allow the Holy Spirit to direct her, and I know she shouldhave told me off. But instead she chose her words wisely; A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver. Proverbs 25:11
Than I honestly believed she handed it over to God in prayer. I remember shortly after this praying to God, and hearing God speaking to my spirit asking what I was doing did I think He was going listen to me (Isaiah 59:1-2; I Peter 3:7). So needless to say knowing how wicked my sin was I confeseed it to God, but God allow me His Spirit, but I could tell the Holy Spirit was with me, yet I have never felt so distance at the same time. I started to ask God for His much deserved punishment, but for 10-12 days, nothing. I was starting to ask God was I a bastard (Hebrews 12:8). God never took His Spirit from me, but I could tell I had grieved Him (Ephesians 4:30). Finally on about the twelveth day God spoke to my heart, and I told Him please hurry and get my punishment over with, He asked do you remember what you said to your uncle aobut 10 days ago (I had told him my blood sugar seldom got to 200, and never stay there long), so I was like yes all my punishment was, was to have my blood sugar way high. for this period, to which His reply was NO! Because of the prays of a righteous saint (James 5:16) He had shown great mercy, but than reminded me how awful I feel wondering if I was a son or a bastard. Believe me as saints of the most High you never want that feeling.
Woman if a man has done you wrong if you want go ahead and do the same thing back, you will lose your status as a godly virteous woman, and we as men will probalbly ignore it. Not to mention we won't find you all that attractive. But forgive them, than hand it over to God, you will still be a woman of virtue, and believe me, God will get our attention and punish us much harsher than you can. And we will return thinking you are even far more beautiful than before.
As for you guys please don't follow in my steps, I saw a totally awesome spiritfill woman, with such beauty, I got scarced and tried to find fault which, the devil lied to help me to find. (In other words they was no fault just lies of the devil I fell for).
I remember watching other guys do this things and thinking God, I'm never going to be so dumb as to do that. Remember I Corinthians 10;12, gentleman, we all are capable of the dumbest things apart from God.
Julianna, I have always been wowwed by your spirit and it beauty, but now even more so, you are all that and a boatload of bag of chips.
PS I always hate long post so my apologies.
