Hey, xJoe, God hears your prayers and....your answers. You said you see yourself like Abraham , like me
, but what I like you said about His calling to leave his hometown and he does and God , as Gen. 12 says, makes Abraham 'The Father Of Many Nations.' I encourage you to stay strong in your unchristian environment and pray for your family and have faith, like Abraham did have bringing only son,Issaac, up mountain to sacrifice him as was God's call on his life. Wbraham's obedience to God saved his son on that mountain.