we currently live in a world that is full of atrocities, and evil. it seems that at nearly any given time, there are world events that could break your heart if you attempted to grasp the severity of suffering and evil.
currently ISIS terrorists murdering innocent children and martyring christians as the world looks on.
and we don't have to leave our small worlds to see more evidence of despair and loss. one of the high-risk girls (and her brother) whom i have become quite close through the school program i volunteer with was removed last week from her uncle's care amid abuse and molestation accusations. these are girls who already have been through too much during their young lives, and it seems like no one is protecting these young, precious souls.
last night, i drove home and counted 6 people huddled under the bridge and bedding down for the nights, dirty, dejected, disenfranchised, and drinking from their paper bags. my heart sank for each of them. when i offered one closest to my vehicle some money while the light was red, a couple more guys started to walk over, and i started to become concerned and unsafe, being the only vehicle in a dimly lit area.
it frustrated me that even in wanting to offer a bit more, my fear (and good judgment) rendered me feeling even more helpless to take further action. people in my own backyard, so lost. someone's son, brother, and fearfully, wonderfully created and loved by our God.
finally, we all have our own private pain that weighs upon us. sometimes i feel like mine lingers like overcast clouds, threatening like a rainstorm. when life is going well for me, it only seems to magnify the pain and loss of those dear ones around me. pain is never far from us, if you're paying attention.
when God shattered my rebellious, proud heart about 10 years ago, He rebuilt it -- leaving me with a unfamiliar tenderness that can feel often like an enormous liability. i sometimes i struggle to find that balance between sensitivity and yet, not so affected that my emotions push me into a place of being overly-sensitive and too affected.
at some point, we have to strive for balance or we fail, finding ourselves at the extremes of either undesirable condition.
1. are your emotions a liability or asset?
2. how do you avoid becoming hard-hearted in this world?
3. how do you manage to find balance between sensitivity and still remaining capable of living and functioning in this world?
currently ISIS terrorists murdering innocent children and martyring christians as the world looks on.
and we don't have to leave our small worlds to see more evidence of despair and loss. one of the high-risk girls (and her brother) whom i have become quite close through the school program i volunteer with was removed last week from her uncle's care amid abuse and molestation accusations. these are girls who already have been through too much during their young lives, and it seems like no one is protecting these young, precious souls.
last night, i drove home and counted 6 people huddled under the bridge and bedding down for the nights, dirty, dejected, disenfranchised, and drinking from their paper bags. my heart sank for each of them. when i offered one closest to my vehicle some money while the light was red, a couple more guys started to walk over, and i started to become concerned and unsafe, being the only vehicle in a dimly lit area.
it frustrated me that even in wanting to offer a bit more, my fear (and good judgment) rendered me feeling even more helpless to take further action. people in my own backyard, so lost. someone's son, brother, and fearfully, wonderfully created and loved by our God.
finally, we all have our own private pain that weighs upon us. sometimes i feel like mine lingers like overcast clouds, threatening like a rainstorm. when life is going well for me, it only seems to magnify the pain and loss of those dear ones around me. pain is never far from us, if you're paying attention.
when God shattered my rebellious, proud heart about 10 years ago, He rebuilt it -- leaving me with a unfamiliar tenderness that can feel often like an enormous liability. i sometimes i struggle to find that balance between sensitivity and yet, not so affected that my emotions push me into a place of being overly-sensitive and too affected.
at some point, we have to strive for balance or we fail, finding ourselves at the extremes of either undesirable condition.
1. are your emotions a liability or asset?
2. how do you avoid becoming hard-hearted in this world?
3. how do you manage to find balance between sensitivity and still remaining capable of living and functioning in this world?
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