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well......I know this will sound weird.....but I'm 21 years old and still my dad is beating me up.....he wants me to do everthing he says..and I know he doesn't like me.....he often tells me the I'm an useless thing born as a curse and a disgrace into my family.....and he very often tells me that he hates seeing me.....and he wants to control even my body.....like...yesterday I got wet in the rain and he told me to wash my hair.....and I told him that I'll do it a little later....and he started beating me.....he never allows me to sleep before 10:30 at nite......and if at all I sleep...he wakes me up by beating me with a stick next morning......he never allows me to look at the mirror for more than 5 minutes......and whenever he sees me he scolds me......he never likes seeing me talk with my friends or cousins.....and there will be a world war 3 if I start reading a newspaper.....I don't know what to do......last year I had a guy friend....but he too left me as my dad scolded him....now I feel all alone.....what am I to do......I enjoy my mornings in my college as I have a lot of friends......but I turn sad when evening comes as I have to go home.......and the most terrible thing is that my friends dads are so friendly and understanding.....and when I see or hear them talking to their dads I feel like crying....what am I to do???