I will admit on bad pain days, I have wondered if I would like to go home to God, sooner than later. But I do love this life God has given us, and I want more than anything in the world, to see my grandchildren grow up. I want to continue to babysit them, even if hubby has to do most of the work. (Hey! I read stories really well - that's my gift!) And share the love of Jesus with them, because their parents don't seem to be doing the job!
Right now in Canada, our parliament has been writing new legislation to allow assisted "dying." I call it assisted suicide. The plan was to make it totally open, so even a depressed teenager could asked to be killed. Fortunately a lot of Christians stood against it. You have to be terminally ill to die, is what finally passed.
As someone who worked in long term care, I found the better answer to be palliative care for the dying. There isn't enough funding to do it properly in Canada, but that money will now be channeled into ways and means to kill people.
I find the whole concept shocking. In the Netherlands and Belgium, where they have had this a long time, the nurses just kill patients they don't think should live. No requests from the patient or family and no doctors. The number of people dying has increased tremendously in those countries. That is the slippery slope!
When my father was actively dying, the doctor tried to kill him with meds. My sister and I wouldn't allow it, so she took herself off the case. We got an actual palliative care doctor, who was very helpful and reassuring. I was there daily for my dad for 5 months. During that time my husband and I led him to the Lord.
Then what happens to doctors, nurses and institutions who will not do the killing, because of conscience or ethics? Do they get put in jail, or fired? Do the institutions lose their funding? It's almost worse than abortion! At least those doctors want to do the abortions. But to be in a geriatric ward, and get told you have to kill people when you signed up for medicine to save lives and help people is pretty appalling!
Wait, this isn't about assisted suicide? Sorry for the rant! As a disabled old person, I worry that they will kill me at some point when the meds don't work and I am whining about the pain. So that is my excuse as to why I brought it up!