My 7 yr old was a miracle in action that brought me back to the Lord. When I found out I was expecting her, they also found an ovarian mass and were pretty sure I had Ovarian Cancer... No doctor would operate on me with any positive expectations. In fact several told me I would be best off if I aborted the pregnancy to take care of what was going on... I found 1, who said the chances were under 20% to keep the pregnancy, but that they would do everything they could... I had emergency ovarian removal, months of bedrest, 2 days of labor and finally an emergency c-section... Today she is a healthy, active, and amazing 7 year old walking miracle.
This is when I again found the Lord, I found a church (same church I go and cry at when no one is around). I found my faith. I had been lost for so long and this is what brought me back to him. Before that emergency ovarian removal, I asked for a cross my mom brought me a necklace with praying hands.
Another time, was my oldest girls (then 17 and 12) were pedestrians and hit by a mini van driving 50 MPH+. The older daughter was clipped by the driver front corner panel... However, it was my 12 year old was thrown over 55 feet, landed feet in a ditch inches from pavement. She had been thrown over a large cement and steel tunnel. Apparently at the last hair of a second she jumped just as the mini van struck her, rolling up the hood and into the windshield then thrown from there. To this day I believe that an angel and the Lord watched over her, they protected her from what would have been (per the doctors and everyone) certain death.
Just these two moments in my life alone, proved to me that there are miracles. I know the Lord is watching over my children. I just sometimes feel like he has abandoned me.
