This thread is dedicated to all of you, throughout my entire time of being here in cc I have fallen in despair, been through tough seasons lacked wisdom and faith and yes even love at times. However there have been many people here who have helped me, who have prayed for me and continue to do so. Who showed me love when I needed it, who taught me when I was lacking and who were always there if I needed comfort. I can only say thank you for everything done, you may see it as nothing but even if you helped me once or even just occasionally pray for me it means much more than you know. I know I say a lot of dumb things and sometimes speak things that should not have been said, and yet I am treated with decency by most people.
It is true there is a lot of hate here in cc, however I have seen the love of God many times daily in many of you. even people that I can never seem to agree with I love dearly because cc is the body of Christ to me. everyone here has a purpose and reach and help people from around the world. you all will never truly know all the Good you have done for me and for cc until you go home and God shows you, and I can say this- you will be stunned at all the Good you did. and one day I will have the pleasure of seeing you all receive great crowns of glory and honor, and I truly long for that day. I don't want any glory or honor, the honor will be seeing all of you receive these things.
It is true there is a lot of hate here in cc, however I have seen the love of God many times daily in many of you. even people that I can never seem to agree with I love dearly because cc is the body of Christ to me. everyone here has a purpose and reach and help people from around the world. you all will never truly know all the Good you have done for me and for cc until you go home and God shows you, and I can say this- you will be stunned at all the Good you did. and one day I will have the pleasure of seeing you all receive great crowns of glory and honor, and I truly long for that day. I don't want any glory or honor, the honor will be seeing all of you receive these things.