oh god help me

[Ugly]

Healing takes time. And you'll have to just wait and work at it.
Also, this is probably a good thing for you. If you are so devastated over losing your girlfriend, that you've considered killing yourself, perhaps that's a sign that you are more invested in her than you should be. It's easy to make idols out of girlfriends/spouses. I've been hurt, i know the feelings you're going through. But you really, if you're taking it hard enough to want to kill yourself, i think you need to step back and look at how much of a pedestal you put her on.

 

[beany]

The plot has thickened, more than one guy. Multiple times. I'm so disappointed.

 

[beany]

Healing takes time. And you'll have to just wait and work at it.
Also, this is probably a good thing for you. If you are so devastated over losing your girlfriend, that you've considered killing yourself, perhaps that's a sign that you are more invested in her than you should be. It's easy to make idols out of girlfriends/spouses. I've been hurt, i know the feelings you're going through. But you really, if you're taking it hard enough to want to kill yourself, i think you need to step back and look at how much of a pedestal you put her on.

Yes i hear what you are saying. I had definitely over invested. I haven't seriously considered suicide, i just want to make the pain stop. Since knowing Jesus i will pick myself up and not contemplate ending my life. Its funny because of the seriousness of which i take my faith, my friends and family know that wouldn't destroy myself it gives them some peace. But it is true, the lord god is what keeps me in this life. If i had no faith i simply wouldn't be here.

Thank you Jesus and thank you for your prayers.

 

[T_Laurich]

Beany, I have much empathy for you man... I have also gone through times were a girl has driven me to what seemed the lowest point in my life... I know I am only 18 but pain is pain. I thought I was truly in love, then to find out she was just toying with me, stringing me around so she could try at taking my "v-card" ....broke my heart which seemed to be beyond repair...

Don't sit in your house alone and barricade yourself from the world. I too have a mind that wanders. I can not control my thoughts, they are always thinking and wandering; at times its like I am two persons.

But, what I have found is if I keep my body active my mind keeps active in what I am doing. I am not saying go dig 70 holes in your back yard... But hang out with friends, If you don't have friends (the situation I am in), Make life interesting.

What mends my heart is to help another, just being a nicer person in general. Given I fall from this advice myself more then I would like, but I find its hard to be depressed when you are around happy people... Don't feed negative thoughts, they will grow and fester...

and this is a verse I hold dearly close to my heart, I hope you find it personable too...

Matthew 11:28-30
New Living Translation (NLT)
28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”