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I have many hobbies. i read, sketch japanese sea dragons, sometimes write, unfortunately my writing all is dark now....
i play/ wish i played guitar, collect books, "loot" stuff, collections, wire, old electronics, mementos, things that i might use someday... if I live to be 1,000, that is. pens, papers with things written on them, scars, regrets, memories, hopes, music, etc. the list goes on forever.
i play/ wish i played guitar, collect books, "loot" stuff, collections, wire, old electronics, mementos, things that i might use someday... if I live to be 1,000, that is. pens, papers with things written on them, scars, regrets, memories, hopes, music, etc. the list goes on forever.
loot? Enril!
I love collecting notebooks and note pads. I usually write a few things in them, like a project I’m working on and once I’m done, I buy another notebook for the next project.
i also like buying pens and figuring out which ones are the smoothest and most comfortable, writing in the note books.
I love collecting notebooks and note pads. I usually write a few things in them, like a project I’m working on and once I’m done, I buy another notebook for the next project.
i also like buying pens and figuring out which ones are the smoothest and most comfortable, writing in the note books.
Trust me, I love how stimulating writing can be. I’m a big fan of to do lists. Once I start writing goals down, I get a lot accomplished. I haven’t written a to do list since this years January. Apart of me really misses drawing. I haven’t drawn anything since last year and I probably have at least 1000 I’ve done over the year.
This year, I really focused on being in God’s presence and composing music.
This year, I really focused on being in God’s presence and composing music.
that is very true, although pressing the keys harder, faster, or slowly doesn't change the writing.
mostly my writing is a few 500- word stories, a few that i wrote when i was very young that are so dark that.......
most of my writing is venting. i have an entire safe full of vents. times i screamed on paper to die.
times i was flattened by my guilt.
mostly my writing is a few 500- word stories, a few that i wrote when i was very young that are so dark that.......
most of my writing is venting. i have an entire safe full of vents. times i screamed on paper to die.
times i was flattened by my guilt.
I’m glad you didn’t kill yourself. I’ve had two moments in my life where I was in the process of killing myself. One, doctors came in, strapped me to a hospital bed and injected me with something that instantly put me to sleep, and another time while taking a bath, I couldn’t help but obsess about slitting my wrists, so i jumped out of the tub, put some clothes on and told my family. Scared the heck out of me.
and then i called suicide hotline like a bunch of times this year and they gave me findhelp.org and suggested some coping mechanisms, which mine are listening to prayer meditations on pray.com, and listening to worship music. That seems to help for me and might help for others.
and then i called suicide hotline like a bunch of times this year and they gave me findhelp.org and suggested some coping mechanisms, which mine are listening to prayer meditations on pray.com, and listening to worship music. That seems to help for me and might help for others.
I've had... 10s. some I wore in silence, mostly kust thoughts. one i was about to kill myself, when I told a friend, and he talked me out of it but that one annoys me, because he has been avoiding that topic since then. haven't even been able to tell him i got saved or quit porn. one was at camp, where if something didn't happen, I intended to kill myself and go to hell . I got saved,. one was later, still dealing with the scars, I was ready to kill myself when I texted a friend. she told me she ared, she loved me, she did'nt want me to die. words I had never heard before. I have called the hotline a few times. mostly after long porn/masturbation sessions. my coping mechanism is to liquefy an ice cube in my hand. my other coping tool is steel. in my flesh. but I cannot harm myself. poison is the only way to go. i can do nothing beyond scratching myself. if I am down, now i talk to my friend, or do this.
I also listen to metal to help cope.
I also listen to metal to help cope.
I’ve never heard of those coping skills before. That is really outside the box coping mechanisms but I can understand how they work.
A lot of people don’t understand mental health. Actually a lot of the church doesn’t seem educated on the topic. I’ve learn quite a bit in the last 14 years based on trial and error, and having other friends with mental disorders. Learned a lot about neurolinguistics on how to rewire the brain and create more neuro pathways.
When I got out of the hospital the first time, I thought that I couldn’t read anymore. Like I was a toddler. I couldn’t absorb anything. It’s like I had to start from the beginning. I made sure to only be around people who I found to be smarter than me, and eventually i took on their traits, beliefs and even political affiliations. I was kinda like a chameleon, trying to figure out who I was and what I can contribute.
i still wish you had other devices, so you can use my covenant eyes account. I know you have Linux and no phone. So whenever that comes into your life and I still have covenant eyes, it’s a game changer. You’ll never go back to p*rn again…as long as you delete all social media, delete all dating apps, don’t watch rated r movies and dont listen to explicit music. Those seem to lead me to it every time.
A lot of people don’t understand mental health. Actually a lot of the church doesn’t seem educated on the topic. I’ve learn quite a bit in the last 14 years based on trial and error, and having other friends with mental disorders. Learned a lot about neurolinguistics on how to rewire the brain and create more neuro pathways.
When I got out of the hospital the first time, I thought that I couldn’t read anymore. Like I was a toddler. I couldn’t absorb anything. It’s like I had to start from the beginning. I made sure to only be around people who I found to be smarter than me, and eventually i took on their traits, beliefs and even political affiliations. I was kinda like a chameleon, trying to figure out who I was and what I can contribute.
i still wish you had other devices, so you can use my covenant eyes account. I know you have Linux and no phone. So whenever that comes into your life and I still have covenant eyes, it’s a game changer. You’ll never go back to p*rn again…as long as you delete all social media, delete all dating apps, don’t watch rated r movies and dont listen to explicit music. Those seem to lead me to it every time.
well, one is also known as self harm, not good, and another one that i do is drawing on myself. intricately. like my latest, a scar i gave myself i colored black and then red spikes reaching outwards.
yeah, we tend to follow the 'i can't see you you can't see me' rule way too much.
interesting, yeah, I know so little, all my mannerisms, and everything else i do is copied from others, in an attempt to fit in. except my hair, which i wear long and do not cut. no matter what people tell me.
I wish I did too. I am 15 r movies is no brainer.
yeah. but porn I no longer care for. like I actually no longer get pleasure from it.
but masturbating, i do, and i can do that off a dirty joke.
yeah, we tend to follow the 'i can't see you you can't see me' rule way too much.
interesting, yeah, I know so little, all my mannerisms, and everything else i do is copied from others, in an attempt to fit in. except my hair, which i wear long and do not cut. no matter what people tell me.
I wish I did too. I am 15 r movies is no brainer.
yeah. but porn I no longer care for. like I actually no longer get pleasure from it.
but masturbating, i do, and i can do that off a dirty joke.
One of my life long coping mechanisms has been biting my nails. Every now and then, I can’t help myself. Every since I was an infant.
There are good times and there are other times at church. Just depends on what the body of Christ is going through.
When I was younger I grew my hair out, wore tight jeans, tight band T-shirts. I’d even straighten my hair. For a full decade, no one knew I had wavy hair. i had a specific style of how I wanted the world to see me.
i bet, when I was that age, it was an every night, also during the day occurence. It kinda hard controlling your hormones at that age, and it just seems to sky rocket the more sin you get involved in. So just letting you know ahead of time.
There are good times and there are other times at church. Just depends on what the body of Christ is going through.
When I was younger I grew my hair out, wore tight jeans, tight band T-shirts. I’d even straighten my hair. For a full decade, no one knew I had wavy hair. i had a specific style of how I wanted the world to see me.
i bet, when I was that age, it was an every night, also during the day occurence. It kinda hard controlling your hormones at that age, and it just seems to sky rocket the more sin you get involved in. So just letting you know ahead of time.
it does.
I have hair that curls at length. I wear 3 pairs min. jeans at all times, beause I can't control my d*ck, and everything online is how to make it hard, not how not to.
my specific style is coping. layered jeans, no skin showing, only my face and my hands, ever. longsleeve shirts, even during the hottest days of summer, 3 layer jeans, even in the hotest of summer, basically trauma tryin ta reach the surface.
nah, for me it's every month or so, once the hormones build up enough. I am normally very self controlled. I don't really feel pain, if i get hit in the head with a football, i just brush it off, fall on asphalt, no prob, unless i am actively bleeding.
It takes a lot of sugar or coffee to get to me.
I run all the time on nothing. I am sure i am going to die young, but I dont care. really. I have spent 10 hours of active running and otherwise strenuous activities on no sleep and a handful of oats. I can walk a mile in twelve minutes, but can keep up a mile in 16 for over 5 hours. I once walked 50 nmiles almost nonstop in 10 hours.
I have hair that curls at length. I wear 3 pairs min. jeans at all times, beause I can't control my d*ck, and everything online is how to make it hard, not how not to.
my specific style is coping. layered jeans, no skin showing, only my face and my hands, ever. longsleeve shirts, even during the hottest days of summer, 3 layer jeans, even in the hotest of summer, basically trauma tryin ta reach the surface.
nah, for me it's every month or so, once the hormones build up enough. I am normally very self controlled. I don't really feel pain, if i get hit in the head with a football, i just brush it off, fall on asphalt, no prob, unless i am actively bleeding.
It takes a lot of sugar or coffee to get to me.
I run all the time on nothing. I am sure i am going to die young, but I dont care. really. I have spent 10 hours of active running and otherwise strenuous activities on no sleep and a handful of oats. I can walk a mile in twelve minutes, but can keep up a mile in 16 for over 5 hours. I once walked 50 nmiles almost nonstop in 10 hours.