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God bless you, jonboy, and, I say to you:
The power within you is there to wait on Him for her, done rightly to sooo reward, strengthen, move you (Isaiah 40:31) . The right girl, the right situation, the time , from God all to you, will come but ONLY in His great timing as you seek Him more in everything you do, delighting yourself in daily things of His desire for you (Psalms 37:4)
won't be easy either, for the Enemy (Satan) is VERY real, but God usurped Satan's power, long ago, through God arising His son from death after dying, horribly, accountably for not his Earthly sins but yours, mine, everyone's . That act set the ball in motion for power from God inside you , dwelling unquenchably with the Holy Spirit's presence to guide, protect, conscience you soooo blessed, jonboy, through your planned life (Jer 29:11-13 Psalms 139) known from God for you from your beginning
Commit your life everything to Him , i think Proverbs 16:3 says, to commit your plans to the Lord and you will have success. Regardless of that paraphrasing true or not, it ^ is true . Everything good is from God, we must trust and obey to get it.
You have faith in Christ enough to believe He died on the cross and you will one day go to Heaven after you die. So, now, have faith to in His leading your life, greatly, on Earth now and forever the rest of your time here.
Note: I may be preaching to the choir here , so to speak, talking to you, jonboy, I KNOW already , from this thread, your tough choice not to have a girl you're attracted to come to stay at your place, let alone sleep in your bed (eeeek! : ). God is sooo good, let Him lead, He will hold your hand,though you will let go, at times, with doing worldly sin things , as is human for us all, but NEVER let go of Him.