I had a hard day last Thursday, emotionally and spiritually. Friday through this afternoon I was visiting friends and family out of town, about a 4 hour drive. It was a great weekend, it really was. But...I don't know. I just...My heart had to deal with things. I'm so good with my words right now.
It was just a hard weekend emotionally and spiritually.
I feel like my heart is the color brown, where there are just all these emotions mixed together, into brown-ness, until I don't quite know what to do with them. It's as if I can't get them to separate to work on them. What I NEED to do is go to God with them. I'm in such a weird place with Him right now though.
My new favorite worship song is Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) by Hillsong, which I hadn't heard before this weekend but I can really relate to it and it has been stuck in my head ever since.