To those who responded to my post (and Ugly, that picture? You
would put that
) - Thank you. I appreciate it. It is the things arwen mentioned, as well as a waning trust in people in real life that is affecting how I view what I post on CC.
My trust is waning but also...weirdly healing. I can't tell. It's confusing and painful and I don't like it. But I think of the lyric from a song I'm not sure of the name, but it says "Whatever You're doing inside of me, it feels like chaos but somehow there's peace." Right now I'm just feeling the chaos...but I'm sure the peace will follow eventually.
And kenthomas, I'm sure you'd look snazzy in that coat.