So I've been really sick with chest pain for a month and been to the er twice. Then my laptop cord breaks so I can't get online.
I am on my son's laptop tonight.
It's been a lot to deal with and I feel weary. I know God is right here with me, sustaining and holding me in His right hand.
Thanks Itorethesky for checking up on me brother.
The loneliness is really starting to become my enemy these days. I just want to feel loved again.
I want those butterflies in my tummy when he looks at me.
I want a first kiss.
I just want him to hug me when I'm having a rough day and say "baby it's ok".
I know that he's out there somewhere aching to meet me as much as my heart is aching for him.
I imagine he's praying for me every night as I'm praying for him
This sounds crazy but The Lord puts specific things in my heart to pray for him. For his health, finances, for strength....
I hope he finds me soon.
Just pray for me friends to have the courage to wait and not to settle for less in the meantime.