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gypsygirl

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so, i decided to sign up for another dance class, now that the previous one is over. after some back and forth between the director i decided to sign up for the next lyrical dance class.

her first suggestion was that i take their adult ballet class, but i couldn't bring myself to do it. first, i hate tutus (though she assured me that i would never have to wear one) and i know a couple "ballet people". i've made the observation that they constantly stand around with their feet in the first position (toes out) and eat carrots and celery for lunch. i'm just not feeling it.

anyway, this is another new thing to learn, and i'm pretty excited, actually.

in other news, yesterday when i was on this telecon, one of the directors at the client's company started throwing a temper tantrum. like seriously. yelling, complaining, insulting, and generally, behavior i find consistent with a child. thankfully, that wasn't directed towards me, but i am glad i have a mute button.

the whole thing made me laugh. and HARD.

hey, i care about my job too, but i can't IMAGINE getting so upset i'm at the point of swearing at a bunch of co-workers because they're not agreeing with my insanity. it annoys me that people like him (who by the way, reports to the VP and probably has 75 people working for him) manage to find any success, anyway.

just further evidence that success in business has little to do with being a decent human being. it's all about objectives, and justifying any means to get there. days like yesterday, i am SO ready for my next career.
 
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homwardbound

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I met with a dear friend today, this was my first time seeing her after her 3 week mission trip to Thailand. She spoke with such passion and godly inspiration...I remember having that passion. I miss it. And I think that is why I have been feeling antsy and flighty. When I first moved here after South Dakota, I thought getting a kitten would help me. Then next a job. Then getting full time. And those things have made life better and made me happy. But now it's "If I had a better paying job. If I had a dog. If I had my own place." Yes, those things would likely make me happy, but when will it stop? When will I feel satisfied? I won't.

I think I have been afraid to have passion again after how it was squelched last time. But I think I'm ready again.
hoping this here I post not tooo deep

What we see here is temporal, what we do not see and that be God, the same as air we breath, is forever Sis.
that is the only place for me that I have after going through what you are going through in seeing the futility of things here on earth as pointed out in Ecclesiastes in the First Testament.
pray this might help to see through that dark glass a little clearer
 
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iTOREtheSKY

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I miss seeing ServantStrike. :( Anyone know how he's doing?
Once & a while if I sneak into chat early enough he always seems to be there,but heads to bed long before the normal gang of late night idiots shows up. (yes I called us all idiots,but I meant it in love..lol)
 

homwardbound

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Don't give them too hard a time... they're both so sweet and precious :)
Or you might have to sick _________________________ on him, you think

I will let her speak for herself, do not want to make any woman mad, oh what a fury that can come out if ever pushed tooo far

So women if any of you weak, now you are strong to nbot be a pushover, ask God what God says not modern day Church misinterpretations
As if woman is to be submissive, if so as truth, then man needs to rethink again and be submissive himself and love her as God loves him er the cross i see it unconditionally and think a response of thanks are in order and love to all, and harm n o one against their will

I think for me anyway that is my weakness, I can't stand for a man or anyone to take away another free will and force on them whatever it is they said no to

Been in tooo many physical fights over this and learned not to always. when once I saw this happening in public. defended her and she came at me to knife me, fortunately i got away and thought wow

So I think differently now to ask God for God's amazing power to stop it by his miracles and have seen that as well. I started to get a little frustrated over this and feel netter now that i got it out
Thanks for listening talking to me more so, in relieving what started to build up in me
 

homwardbound

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I think it's kind of gross that people have tongues.
Yep they do the steering, out of one side of the mouth comes forth as sweet water and the other side sour
Man really needs to learn to control the tongue and this goes for all mankind
I think James speaks of this sweet and sour water and asks how can this be the sour?
When we as mankind do not get what we want fights and wars come forth as is still going on to this very day
 

homwardbound

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I had to call the office here to ask them to send maintenance over to put the screen back in the window after last night's incident. No big deal.

So, a little while ago, the maintenance guy knocked on the door.
It was not the same guy who replaced my smoke alarm or fixed the leaky shower head.

It turns out, the first guy I ever dated just happens to be working for the apartment complex.

So, when I opened the door, instead of like, getting out of the way so he could come in and fix the screen, I may or may not have started laughing. Kind of a lot. We have a sort of really awkward history, throughout which we both called each other some stupid things and acted like jerks. As a teenager, I used to make a point of flipping him the bird every time I saw him. He told me that I was a "waste of fat and flesh". Totally ridiculous things like that.

Anyway, he was very professional about it all- he waited patiently for me to stop laughing, said good morning, asked if there were any other problems with my apartment, discovered the screen was too bent to fit back properly and that he'd have to take it and fix it and come back later.

He's apparently turned into like, an adult...while I, obviously, have not.

Have you ever watched the Movie "six degrees of separation" you just experienced this.
 

homwardbound

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That is why I love being my age!
I can act like an adult, and it is fine.
I can still act like a kid, and it is fine.
What about if you are so old you were the servant at the last supper?
 
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Taith

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I'm still not sure ronnie is a kid. She doesn't type like a 17 yr old. LOL just sayin'.
She doesn't seem so young typing does she?
And then I remember I am less than a year older than her, and I call her "so young". Good grief....
 
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iTOREtheSKY

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She doesn't seem so young typing does she?
And then I remember I am less than a year older than her, and I call her "so young". Good grief....

Well the thing is,we get lots of people posing as young kids coming in here,who eventually get found out. The you have people like lil_christian who is 17 and has the wisdom of a 50 year old,but we all have known her for quite some time & know her to be a real person. I think I'm just paranoid. *goes back to putting on his hat fashioned from tin foil*
 

ronnie2796

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I'm still not sure ronnie is a kid. She doesn't type like a 17 yr old. LOL just sayin'.
You'll have to be in the chat room sometime when I'm on camera! I promise I'm not posing,...I just don't like to be the typical teenager these days. Lol

I feel so special, coming back on here and seeing that I was talked about. And it wasn't even in a bad way!! Goodness, this is a new feeling. Lol
 
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iTOREtheSKY

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You'll have to be in the chat room sometime when I'm on camera! I promise I'm not posing,...I just don't like to be the typical teenager these days. Lol

I feel so special, coming back on here and seeing that I was talked about. And it wasn't even in a bad way!! Goodness, this is a new feeling. Lol
LOL..yeah..no offense ronnie. I have been there in chat when you were on,but you weren't on cam though (at least that particular time) Well you certainly have let God do a great work in you at such a young age. I wish I had half the sense you do now when I was 17. :)
 

ronnie2796

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LOL..yeah..no offense ronnie. I have been there in chat when you were on,but you weren't on cam though (at least that particular time) Well you certainly have let God do a great work in you at such a young age. I wish I had half the sense you do now when I was 17. :)
...Thinks to myself,.. "Yay! People think I have sense!!" Lol, if only you knew me,....

But, thank you :) I really do appreciate it :)
 
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blueorchidjd

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This quote made me laugh at my own sinfulness and judgmental spirit.

“Humanity i love you because you
are perpetually putting the secret of
life in your pants and forgetting
it's there and sitting down on it

and because you are
forever making poems in the lap
of death"

and then it says something else but it envokes some sort of death so I am not saying it.
 
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Taith

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LOL..yeah..no offense ronnie. I have been there in chat when you were on,but you weren't on cam though (at least that particular time) Well you certainly have let God do a great work in you at such a young age. I wish I had half the sense you do now when I was 17. :)
I can vouch for her, She looks 17.
Unless there is some new surgery that actually does make people younger...

Of course for all you know, I could be 82! I will have to be on cam sometime when you are in haha
 
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iTOREtheSKY

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I can vouch for her, She looks 17.
Unless there is some new surgery that actually does make people younger...

Of course for all you know, I could be 82! I will have to be on cam sometime when you are in haha
If there is such a surgery,it more than likely costs too much and will require some sort of pact with satan.