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wow.... my past.. is my past... it's in the past. God has forgiven me thanks to Jesus. My past was so bad... that my ex husband wrote a song about it trying to see it from my point of view... or .. the song was to him from me but he wrote it trying to cope with it or whatever... it was a pretty song but.. he is an EX husband
it went something like this:
I'm only crying because I love you,
will you let me live or will you keep pulling up my past,
will your forgive or will you let of it at last
and i am sad for all the bad things I did
(something something something.. i can't remember it lol)
he never got over it.. it haunted him our entire marriage... when we'd be out and someone would ask me for the time... he'd torment himself thinking it was an ex-lover of mine and then he would have dreams where I was cheating on him and he'd wake up the next day very mad and distraught at me... when i'd finally pull it out of him what the problem was,... I was being blamed for a DREAM HE CREATED in his OWN HEAD...
The relationship was constantly strained by my past... he was incredibly possessive, and Jealousy always got the best of him. His own insecurities fed his overactive imagination and ultimately he walked out on the marriage.
He did what he always accused me of doing or feared I would do to him.
Isn't that Ironic?
If you can't get beyond your own insecurities and forgive him for his past you may have found your dealbreaker and that is okay because that is what Dating is all about ... better to walk out now than to walk out after your married.
it went something like this:
I'm only crying because I love you,
will you let me live or will you keep pulling up my past,
will your forgive or will you let of it at last
and i am sad for all the bad things I did
(something something something.. i can't remember it lol)
he never got over it.. it haunted him our entire marriage... when we'd be out and someone would ask me for the time... he'd torment himself thinking it was an ex-lover of mine and then he would have dreams where I was cheating on him and he'd wake up the next day very mad and distraught at me... when i'd finally pull it out of him what the problem was,... I was being blamed for a DREAM HE CREATED in his OWN HEAD...
The relationship was constantly strained by my past... he was incredibly possessive, and Jealousy always got the best of him. His own insecurities fed his overactive imagination and ultimately he walked out on the marriage.
He did what he always accused me of doing or feared I would do to him.
Isn't that Ironic?
If you can't get beyond your own insecurities and forgive him for his past you may have found your dealbreaker and that is okay because that is what Dating is all about ... better to walk out now than to walk out after your married.