What is your biggest fear?
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My fears would be..
1- I'll go back to who I was before God called me.
2- I won't be able to teach my 13 year old brother and 15 year old sister who God is or teach them enough about Him that they may someday seek Him for themselves.
3- That my mom won't come back to God.
4- That my dad might not ever give his life to God.
5- That one day if God blesses me with kid/kids they will have my bone disease.
1- I'll go back to who I was before God called me.
2- I won't be able to teach my 13 year old brother and 15 year old sister who God is or teach them enough about Him that they may someday seek Him for themselves.
3- That my mom won't come back to God.
4- That my dad might not ever give his life to God.
5- That one day if God blesses me with kid/kids they will have my bone disease.
K
As much as I LOVE water, the ocean scares me. Many nightmares I have involve water. BUT this odd fear of mine is no longer number 1.
Ever since losing someone close to me, I fear losing anymore family, especially my sisters or my parents. I don't know what I'd do. I can't even imagine another day of loss like that. Nothing hurts more. I even know and trust God in His plan, but it's hard to explain the feeling of losing someone.
Ever since losing someone close to me, I fear losing anymore family, especially my sisters or my parents. I don't know what I'd do. I can't even imagine another day of loss like that. Nothing hurts more. I even know and trust God in His plan, but it's hard to explain the feeling of losing someone.
K
I was at home alone on that moonless night. The dark outside swallowed all the shapes of trees I knew were there and the fence just beyond. The black seemed to have volume, a thickness, as if it might be hard to breath and it was then I heard the brushing sound ........swish...swish....then a pause. Then another...swish. Was it coming from the front porch? I think so....swish...swish. Then another sound, like a jangling of chains. A cruel sound, murderous realism giving contradiction to the swishing. The soft sound, then hard as I backed away from the door.
Then nothing. No sound at all as if even the wind was swallowed by the dark. The porch lamp was on and burning all its lumens but only casting shadows on a porch eaten alive by the blackness and the menacing silence. Then there was a knock.
I was disassociated when I saw my hand reach for the door knob as if under spell contrary to my very core of survival and the door opened as if working its way through black oil in its slowness and determination. Then opened wide and stopping suddenly as if held by an angry force.
At the threshold was the thing. The opening segment of all nightmares. The death of all happiness, the antonym off carefree joy.
That's right.................it was Vivian.....
PopClick - you need to come get this thing.
Then nothing. No sound at all as if even the wind was swallowed by the dark. The porch lamp was on and burning all its lumens but only casting shadows on a porch eaten alive by the blackness and the menacing silence. Then there was a knock.
I was disassociated when I saw my hand reach for the door knob as if under spell contrary to my very core of survival and the door opened as if working its way through black oil in its slowness and determination. Then opened wide and stopping suddenly as if held by an angry force.
At the threshold was the thing. The opening segment of all nightmares. The death of all happiness, the antonym off carefree joy.
That's right.................it was Vivian.....
PopClick - you need to come get this thing.
Vivian began her life as a store display mannequin, but one night, something went terribly wrong. They found the night manager huddled behind the counter, white as a sheet, clutching a hammer and shaking uncontrollably. Vivian was nowhere to be found.
Some people say she stalks through the night, looking for a head, arms, and legs. Some people say she's harmless. Some people say she eats puppies.
There's also something that few people know about Vivian. She lights up a room. Literally, she emits light. I think she might be radioactive, but we may never know. Darkness, as you have discovered, means nothing to her.
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What were we talking about again? Oh, right. She's in your house. Toss her a bag of Doritos and hide in the closet until I come get her. She loves Doritos.
Some people say she stalks through the night, looking for a head, arms, and legs. Some people say she's harmless. Some people say she eats puppies.
There's also something that few people know about Vivian. She lights up a room. Literally, she emits light. I think she might be radioactive, but we may never know. Darkness, as you have discovered, means nothing to her.
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What were we talking about again? Oh, right. She's in your house. Toss her a bag of Doritos and hide in the closet until I come get her. She loves Doritos.
T
My biggest fear. Well fears.
1. Being alone, some may think being alone isn't bad. But when you live in your own head for so long that you numb yourself to the world, to feelings, to emotion. Once you come out of that and get a taste of connecting with someone you never wanna let go of it.
2. Not being able to allow myself to get closer to God. I honestly think it will come but it's take a good 5 years or so to get to this point so i know it's a work in progress and never ends.
3. Not being able to do what i love to make a living. I don't know how long my body will hold out but i'll take all i can get while i can get it.
1. Being alone, some may think being alone isn't bad. But when you live in your own head for so long that you numb yourself to the world, to feelings, to emotion. Once you come out of that and get a taste of connecting with someone you never wanna let go of it.
2. Not being able to allow myself to get closer to God. I honestly think it will come but it's take a good 5 years or so to get to this point so i know it's a work in progress and never ends.
3. Not being able to do what i love to make a living. I don't know how long my body will hold out but i'll take all i can get while i can get it.