I find it hard to be vulnerable/trusting. The Lord really is working with me on that.
Many of you may be thinking, "Gosh, for saying that, she sure seems vulnerable/heart open here on CC." That I am. But the internet offers a different sense of protection.
I freaked out about it a while back about it, though. About sharing too much of myself. I just got to thinking about Shour, GLR, DuchessAimee, and Catlynn's get together, and I thought, "If I ever met anyone from CC, they would know things about me. They would know my dark stuff, my struggles. I would feel so exposed." And it terrified me. But I don't like that it terrified me. I don't want to be that way and yet it is there.